Left Unspoken.

2011-06-11T18:24:00.007+08:00

You once told me to move on. Did you ever regret saying those hurtful words to me?

I hope you did regret doing those stuffs at me. You say to give us a break, till now. I told you that a break means everything. In the end, you left me saying those hurtful words, yes. It's just like a paper being crushed, unfold it. Left with those crumples.

I'm back! :) Sorry for neglecting my blog for soooo long. Boyf FORCED me to blog de hor? Teehee :D Hmms, Love him ttm okay :)! Yes, he's the one who's there when he left me. Cheered me on, care for me more than anyone else. I just realise how I treat my other ex &how he treat his ex are so different from mine! How I just wish all guys are just like him. Althou he doesn't sweet talk! HAHA, didn't realise that me and him will be that close ever since I know him since sec2. *Giggles*

My life now suck :( Homeworks piling but I seems to hack care. Omfg! Hey CLARABELLE, it's OLevels! Please stop bullsh!ting &be a lifeless pig can? MUST STUDY alright? Okay.. I shall stop here. Will update my blog more often.. I hope so :B!

Yes you may miss me, but it's because of those memories. It's just a moment of time alright? Thanks boy for those memories. If ever time rewinds, I will still choose you. But it won't turn back anymore. I've never regret being with you despite all those bad memories you gave me.

2011-05-08T12:09:00.004+08:00

Things don't go the way you wanted, move on. Stop staying at that spot to make yourself difficult.

Sometime, I wonder. Why is it me? Why did god choose to disturb me? I hate this feeling. The feeling of getting out of this country is nearer. I've been taking in emotions which I don't like, which I dislike the most. Cos I just love you, I'm just too afraid of losing you. I will take all those emotions and faults just to get back your love. I know, your love had faded. I know that, is not that I don't know. And I'm trying to get back. I know its near to impossible, but I'll try. I'll try till the end I finally give up. :( Sorry, but I you love.

I'm looking for a new shooting star.. :'(

Love no more.

2011-03-17T16:34:00.002+08:00

It will always be worth it, to be with someone who knows your worth.

I'm back to posting again:) There's nothing to talk about as it's holiday. And all I do everyday is tuition, school and study. Finally, I've a break from it. And soon I'm going to complete my homework today:)
I've let go and move on, and every time I do that. He appears in front of me. It's haunting me:( I've put my heart into baby's. So no one can snatch me away from him le:) Okay, tmrw he's coming out alr, hopefully I can meet him at lot!! Shall end here le :) Ciao,

Tired, Stress.

2011-03-09T17:33:00.005+08:00

I will never tell you this, but I really miss you.

Back to blog about this few days. I know I've been really really neglecting my blog. I simply have no time for it ok! Next week is holiday already, and yap is still not on trial yet. It's okay, 习惯就好. Either me being a good girl, contacting friends to come out &study. OR, me going out like a girl with no worries of O lvls? *Thinks*

Btw, congrats me of having tuition everyday. It'll be like very sicko &tiredo! Hopefully I can cope with it ok? :) Shall stop here and take a puff. Ciao, proceed to my private blog, Oh ya! bellebelle_ho@hotmail.com. Do add!

2011-02-27T19:44:00.007+08:00

The regrets of not telling u the truth. The regrets of not holding u back.

Nothing can return now. Only praying tht u're the guy tht I still knw.

Hello people !! It's been long since I updated my blog alr hor ?? It's like one month plus already can ?? & I've forgotten that I've a blog already laa :) Okay .. If you were to ask me how am I , I would tell you that I'm fine :) Things had been going well these few days with baby .. But I know I threw tantrums at him uh .. He understand can liao :B
Hmms , had been studying with yappy too okay !! Haha .. Like got nothing to blog bout liao ley . & also I know that teacher want me to break up with him cos he's doing me no good in school & my results flunk tremendously !! But he's changing for the better and studying with me le ley . So should be okay with it already uh :)
I really hope mummy and daddy would allow me and him to be tgt lor .. Then he can come my house and I can go his house and stay sia :( Hao de .. Stupid baby !! Say he got throat cancer and dying in two years later .. Don't scare me can ?? I will be like very shag only uh !! This kind of things cannot play one leh !! Cb :( Ciao , please proceed to my private bloggy & also my tumblr !! Thankyou ^^

2011-01-15T15:21:00.004+08:00

I just wanna say thank you for the mermories I had with you, whether its happy or sad, I'm just gonna miss you. Well I guess its goodbyes for now..

It's sad to see your love ones not caring & talking to you anymore when you loved and missed them so much.

You told me that you loved me, why did you leave me to cry in the cold. You swore this time was different, why does that line seem so old. You told me I was the only one, who could make you feel that way. You told me that you cared about me, so why didnt you stay. All the nights you laid with me, alone in the dark in my bed. Now I finally realize, you were just messing with my head. Love is such a powerful word, a word people often misuse. Something they take for granted, something they beat and abuse. My wounds run deep inside me, there's blood all over the place. I think I’ve really lost it this time, I'm ashamed to show my face.
I still remember that brisk and cool day, that day we met and my fears were driven away. Your perfect smile, your joyous laugh, the way your eyes lit up when we talked about the past. We would sit and talk for hours on end about our secrets and our future plans. Our friendship started to grow much more. It became a feeling so strong we could not ignore. You told me, it would be for the best, just wait and see. Fate. You said, has brought you to me. We believed those words, we thought they were true, but I guess they weren't because now we are through. Now your gone and now I see that it was all because of me. I hurt so many, yet cared so much, about the wrong person and felt the wrong touch. I played a game with two hearts, I thought I was strong, I'd never be torn apart. I hope you forgive and I hope that you see,
those feelings I have are smothered inside of me. Someday soon I hope you will find a love that will last you all of time. You deserve the best in everything you do. Maybe someday I will see you, with a smile on your face, hand in hand with somebody new. Until that day comes I will be here, I will be your angel in the light that's so clear. I'll look out for you when you need me the most, I will always be around, I will not let you down. I love you know and I always will, and even though your not mine, my heart holds you still. on earth, For this is surely it.

2011-01-06T19:24:00.006+08:00

Do you know how much fear am I having of losing you. How much fear that I'm having of girls taking you away? No you don't . My heart is always hurting as much as I'm dying. I keep reminding myself, you won't be mine. Its just puppy love thats all. It's almost only half a year. Why all this things are happening? And worst is that this year is a crucial year for us. I'm always blaming myself to love you so deep. How stupid am I? This is the last year already, am I'm thinking of transferring?! Can I still endure it? Those words and action I did you, my heart hurts too..

Today 3rd day quarreling, expected. Nvmd, but I will still love you till the day you let go.

2011-01-05T21:13:00.002+08:00

No point continuing a relationship when there's no trust isn't it?

This is the 2nd day of school only! And I've been quarreling alot with yap. But I'm a strong girl, I won't fall so easily. I will just take in all the faults &blames. I'm sick and tired of it already! But just to tell yap, whatever you tell your friends, tell them the full story. One of your friend came and confront me just only! Whatever you do, I also get scoldings surrounding. So please think before you do ok :)

I really got nothing to say le, next time you choose girl, choose properly ok. Whatever happens, really must take care of yourself la. Your anger, manage a bit la! I got no rights to control you also. Last of all, find a better girl. Would fits you bettter hao ma? :) Lastly, Iloveyou always.

Send yap back and caught in the rain. Blister on my leg too! Giddy somemore :'( Now like got fever. But nvmd, its worth all those things I did. Cos just simply love yap..

2011

2011-01-01T02:43:00.001+08:00

You said it was a long story, but you told me and it took about 10 seconds.

HAPPY NEW YEAR people :)! 2010 broke my heart. Fuck those people who spoiled my 2010, but nevermind! 2011 will definitely be a better year. My new year’s resolutions are...

Get good results, follow the time table I plan, Yap to love me more, no more haters but lovers, concentrate in class, get good results for O levels :-)

And lastly, yap to trial and be a freeman soon! Teehee, thats all. Alrightyz, nothing much more to blog about. Hope that I won't be slacking around anymore this year but to study more. You guys too alr? ;) Ciao, I want FISH SPA againcxz!!! Loves, yap is lazy to update his blog -.- Rahcxz.

2010-12-25T00:04:00.007+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS people :-) How did you guys spend your Christmas? Ate with daddy's company on Christmas eve, got an Itouch as my present too! But also got condition one lah~ Which is to study hard and scores A's next year ;-)

Today, spend the whole day at baby's house. Aloy and WenHui came to find us. Trained down to Bishan jalan2 and back to baby's house to dinner. Slack till 10pm &went of to lot for supper! F A T I know, don't you need to remind me!

Oh well oh well, ah meng's buying me a cover for my Itouch on monday, lovable! Maybe buying textbooks too, lessons in school too! Alr, thats all for today. Tkd tmrw, fuck it! -'-

Be With You

2010-12-20T01:29:00.004+08:00

I no longer have the ability to hold you back with me anymore. Yes, it's entirely my fault from the start till now. I'm sorry. It's my fault for not cherishing you, my fault for making you this way. Ok, there's nothing much to blog about actually, but its just to keep my blog alive :) Me and baby had been quarreling much these few weekends. But I hope it'll be over soon.

I've not been studying for this holiday, and I'm sure it will be a killing for me next year :'( Got to study alr please. Where's my study mood? My oh my, teakwondo had been killing me like hell, but thats the only way to build up my stamina right?

Ok, shall stop here before it get longish! But before I end, show you something which I'd been longing for....

Taaadaaa, a Ipod touch! Please please, can any kind souls buy me one :'(

2010-12-13T00:33:00.003+08:00

Time will make you forget me but time will make me love you more than before.

Do you believe in miracles? If you were to ask me, sadly to say that I don't. Things ain't going smoothly for me as days pass by. Yap and me are quarreling more frequently, its going more to unstable. Will it topple over? For all those quarrels I had with him, it makes my love stronger for him &remind me to cherish him more than anyone else. But will his love fade for me as time goes by? I'm afraid I'm in love with him much yet his love is fading day by day. Will this relationship last longer than I expected? Hope so.

Studying, slacking, teakwondo is all I do now. There's nothing much I can do without Yap. If we can last that longwith Yap, I swear I will want to visit zoo, universal studio, singapore flyer, sentosa & going genting, bangkok and back to china(hometown) with him too. Baby, if only we'd the time and money to spend together right :'( Okay, I shall end here before it gets long. Ciao,

#09's ♥♥♥ (2Years)

2010-12-09T00:03:00.001+08:00

Nothing hurts more than realising she meant everything to you, but I meant nothing to you.

2 years back today, we joke we laugh. Joking that I love you, &you too saying back to me. Do you remember? No, I know you don't. Cause I've hurt you so much deeply, but get the facts right. You hurt me more than I hurt you. Sorry, maybe I'm too thick skin. But you should know how you made me chase after you, made me beg you to stay. You know it much well than me, isn't it? I've chose love than my face out there. If I'm still with you now, it'll be the 2nd Anniversary alr. Do you still remember this date? Or it has been like water flowing into the river alr? I guess so.

Sorry, I still can't forget this special date.

I suddenly thought of you today, thought of how you used to send me home every night. How you used to wait for me outside my tuition center for hours just to send me home. How you used to force me to drink water when I'm sick. Force me to eat when I didn't want to, talking me to sleep &many more.

I'm sorry, I know karma will fall on me for hurting you so much, I'd felt how you felt me that time. I don't know what I love so much bout you in the past, and till now it's still going on. But don't worry, I've seen very clearly what kind of guy you are now. &Finally understood why couples can never be friends again after breakups. I'm leaving. You're better off with your many girls now, you must be laughing at me for having to wait for my boyf to come out right?

2010-11-29T19:16:00.053+08:00

Okok! Since long I post right? This would be a very long post. Will do most of the talkings with pictures but words alr ;-) Hmms, shall start with overall huh. Travelling time count in hours nd not minutes one ok! Seafood are veryvery de fresh over there ok, I normally eat alr my rashes will come out. But this time, no matter how much I ate nothing happen. Teehee, nd so. Did shopping only on the last day. Most of the day R&R huh! Hmms, me putting make up and no make up got no different uh srsly. Only got more pimple came out cancxz?!

24nov. Arrived there, &our cousins went to picked us from airport. Went to stay at HaiKou for one night. Hotel is totally cmi! Oh my fuck, dinner with family & off to massaging (L) Teehee, R&R.

25nov. Visited my hometown, XiongHai. Prayed, FireCrackers, Ate. And proceeded to a 2hours of travelling to SanYa to stay for 2nights. Dinner with daddy customer, never forgetting wine! Teehee. And off to R&R.

26nov. Morning went to take pictures around our hotel as the scenery is beautiful(Y) Went to visit "TianYaHaiJiao" &my mood went down. So didn't took many pictures there. Traveled to "NanShanHaiShangGuanYin" to pray nd my mood got better as time go by. Dinner with daddy's customer, and next to massaging! (L)

27nov. Visited "BingLangGu" &took many many pictures, teehee. Traveled to BaoTing to have hot spring. The first hut we got, the condition is like f! So we changed into a hotel room to have hot spring. That's better :) If only boyf is here to enjoy with me. Dinner with daddy's customer. Common, WINE! We had tortoise &snake soup, blood fried rice. Oh my, see alr want to vomit uh! At night manged to talk to boyf a little while on net.

28nov. Back to Haikou. Travelling time 4hours! -'- Went to stay at another "HaiKouBingGuan" for 1night. Shopping, Medicure, Pedicure. See my ugly nails? Teehee :B But its much more better from the past ok! Must kick away the bad habit of biting my nails alr! At night went to Body Massage again! &This is the best among the rest(Y) Yap must be jealous, cos its a handsome guy who did the massaging :P.

Lastly, I shall end everything with my act cute face. Anyway, I know all the pictures are uglyam. No need any comments from you ok? :) Thank you, will post when I feel likey! Byeee, now watching 谁知女人心. Very de nice show yeah? (L)(L) Addicted alr! HAHA.

2010-11-23T19:30:00.007+08:00

I've broken my heart so many times, I stopped keeping track. But i really do hope you will be my last. I'm tired of fixing heart back

Baby, this post is specially for you. I feel like shit now, the feeling is indescribable and I hate it a lot :/ The feeling of losing you, the feeling of parting with you. Now I'd realized that I needed you more than anyone, I admit I've taken you for granted for the past few days. Giving you much attitude, an attitude that no one can handle. &I've regretted for everything I done. And now time is what I needed for me to cherish you back. Me flying off will prove how strong/ long our love will last. Lastly, meluvchucxz. Remember to drink much water and take care of yourself ♥♥♥ Same for your parents, spend time with them too. Me don't want come back and see a different honghong, I will cry I swear. I don't want you to change to the past boy. (◕‿◕ ✿) Farewell baby :-( Updated private bloggy! I'll be back with pictures so stay tune :)

HAPPY 4th MONTH MR.YAP. (In advance)

2010-11-22T00:47:00.000+08:00

Kaabooom! I'm back to update this dead blog of mine. Saw me with my primary school uniform? I was helping out for the gala dinner in my primary school and needed to act a skip. I miss wearing this uniform thou, haha. Basically, I've been going out till late at night. :-( No discipline! But, today I am early. Laughs, was suppose to go town today.

In the end slacking around like no life people. Ok, enough time for friends alr. Time will be spent on my sweet lil boyf, family &studies! (L)(L) I'm out of singapore from 24nov-29nov. &I am going to miss Honghong badly. Don't think so that I'm buying anything from overseas, cos there'll be nothing to buy :/

Shall stop here nao. Hopefully I won't be lazy to update my blog before going overseas luh. Ciao :-)

#09's ♥♥♥ (23months)

2010-11-09T00:49:00.007+08:00

If he misses you, he'll call. And if he cares, he'll show it. If not, he can't be worth your time, because you're obviously not worth his-

Teehee, back back. Today it's the #09. I wonder if he does remember :( It's all those memories that I'm holding on to, hence that is the reason why can't I let go of you. Still waiting for your reply, tomorrow and it'll be over. I won't care if you reads my facebook/blog anymore. Cause I've hinted you, I believe I can get over you soon. Yes, I felt how you felt waiting for me and that is what made you let go of me, same to me. Tmrw and it's over I swear, everything bout you will be kept deep in my heart. So deep that I wouldn't thought bout it ya ;)

Isn't that what you want? To let go of you, to forget those memories? Revenge? If not, tell me that you want me to stay. After tomorrow, I won't be a fool anymore. I can be a fool, making you laugh like fuck. But not tomorrow :-) Mii dunnch luvv iiue anymre. Mr. CJH, just after tomorrow. I swear -'-.

Boyf, fast be out. I can't take it anymore. I'm afraid I'm letting go too. Plzplzplz be out fast. Me want give up on everything soon, you're the reason for holding on to everything. Mii luvv iiue. (L)(L) Proceed to my P.blog. I update also no one read only :'(

[edited] You called me back. For fuck you called me back when you have no intentions of getting back? :'( I turned back for you, I left my friends and went to find you. What fuck is this? And finally I'm assured that you've a girlfriend. :( You're not the guy I knew anymore. I know time won't rewind too. I'm letting go, thanks for today. The last day you gave it to meee. [edited]

2010-11-05T23:26:00.007+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates. Yes, fuck it.. I still can't let it go. I'm craving for him badly :( But what left is only the rings &those pictures, to flash those memories back &make me strong not to cry. I know he'd left me too for another girl. I don't blame him, I only blame myself for not holding to him and eventually let go & even lied to him. Sorry.. But it seems that you truly hate me, what can I do to let you accept my apologies? 2482 542 426.

Today went towning with Boyf &Aloysius. Went cineplex to shop, eat then proceed to scape. Nice place to hang out &take pictures. Many pictures are up &more to go! :-) I shall learn how to spend my time at home to catch up with my studies mancxz. Busy &crucial in year 2011, hope everything will turn well for me.

2010-10-29T19:06:00.002+08:00

我天真的以为他是爱我的。

I'm down with bad flu &sore throat, feeling so sick arse. Well, lifes still go on right? Yesterday was the last day of school! &I'm seriously lucky that I didn't retain this year. I swear I am going to buck up during the school holidays :-) Glad that he's promoted too.
Went to meet ChuYun &Aloy at Lot. Hang around, chance upon WenHui &co. Slacked with them! Teehee, had real fun with them mancxz. We smuggled into Lot cinema out of boredom. Watched "Social Network(NC16)". What a joke, went off halfway &train down to find boyf =.= Webcaming with Najihah now. I'm bored here. Tonning over.
Saturday going Shisha~ Hopefully all my sickness are gone before Saturday alright. If not I'm not going to enjoy it. Oh my, I want go Marina Barrage, East Coast Park to enjoy! Howhow? So much things to do, heeecxzs ;)
Sunday going to Aloysius party. Hope EuniceBaobei coming. Then I will go. (L)(L) Ciao,

2010-10-26T17:05:00.008+08:00

Too much jealousy and stubbornness, only ruin a relationship.

I'm here to update the little space of mine. Yes, I swore I cried for ChuaJiaHao the whole of yesterday. But I know, now nothing is going to change, he doesn't want me back anymore :'( Why must I keep holding on to him when I know that he's not turning back for me?

Maybe it's time for me to learn how to let go everything of his &carry on with my sweet lil boyf. Years of friendship is what I'm going to put down. I know it would be difficult, but as long as I'm willing to try. Nothing is impossible right?

I won't be going school tmrw. Sending Sayang &Baby to school and I'm going back home. I'm having flu naocxz, and most probably a fever later. The whole box of tissue on my table will be gone soon~ Pathetic me.

Okay, I'm so scared to get my results on thursday. :'( I know I did very badly for EOY, Fyi. I failed all my subjects :( Really hope I'm able to make it to sec4Express next year!

&On friday. I'll be tonning with my lil sweet boyf! Teehee, staying over at his house. It's out 3rd month(L).

2010-10-23T16:45:00.012+08:00

I love the memories that you randomly remember and can't stop smiling.

Ytd spent the whole day with Aloy &Boyf. Aloy daddy brought us to Warren Country Club for bowling. He sent us to boyf house. Ate, drank. Aloy light drinker! HAHA. He stayed at my boyf house while I cabbed home, I swear I was a sober last night at home. Hangover the next day. :'( Going to pick daddy now, &going ECP to eat! Ciao,

Da Endorphine - Dai Yin Mai
I know you have been waiting, waiting to hear those words one day. I know I've been holding back and not saying them out loud. I just thought it wasn't yet the right time. I know that today was nearly too late. And that however loud I say them, maybe there's no one to listen to them. I don't know which faraway place you're in now, please hear me saying that I love you. Wherever you are, beyond the horizon, I just want you to know.. Can you hear me telling you that I love you? This is it, the words you've been waiting to hear, can you hear them? I've just realised now, and know every minute, how important these words are. Saying it today when you're so far away.

2010-10-18T22:20:00.006+08:00

Sometimes, we have to lose things before we can truly appreciate them.

Teehee! Had just reached home. Time check: 10;24pm! Shall elaborate bout the funcxz I had today! Woke up in the morning, met up with WenJie(Dummy) &Kenny(Didi) &trained down to Causeway Point to catch "The Child's Eye 3D". I swear it's like uber scary, shouted in the cinema :shy. Went to had our lunch before the movie. ^^,
After movie trained down to find Aloysius &Brendon. Slacked around Panjang, bought a pair of flip flop. Uglyam ttm, I always have problem walking, stupid shoes. Cabbed down to HomeTeam NS for bowling! 2matches &cabbed down to Lot, met up with wong and to Lot2 for pool. Chance upon KaiWen&co. -.-!
Joke Of Day: Aloysius left his Iphone4 in the cab. &The grateful uncle stole it away yeah!
Home changed and went jogging along canal with Jorene, Kenny and Wong. Talked alot though! Teehee! Sent Kenny home &Hsh!
I love today ttm! Looking for jobs btw, any intro? ;) Ciao! Lengthy post, Eeeeks ;/

Did you remember the 15th? :(

2010-10-15T23:32:00.011+08:00

Everything is too late for salvage, it's now to let go and move on.

Yes! I'm back to somewhere where no one ever come to visit and that's my blog! It's because I've stop writing my f dairy. I'm always that lazy. Mr boyf make me very worried today, thought that he has no home leave :'( Baby came to my house to find me and we left home to Marcos home. His house is like heaven I swear!

Drink drank drunk. Floating on his water bed, heee. I swear I kept vomiting like fountain. I guess I can't remember much, don't wish to elaborate too. Sayang didn't came, sucha wasted. Stayed at his house till 8pm &cab to boyf house. Slept there till 10pm&cabbed home. Hsh :)

I'm a spendthrift, a person who spends money in an extravagant manner. My english is perfect, excellent, marvelous, very good! Hehe, hyperactive already me. Going haywire soon! Heee, I guess I'm going to have a great headache tmrw! Ciao. Going to call boyf to let him hear pig talking. :B
Sheesha~ I'm coming. Wait for me. Don't leave me :'(

Will update often!

2010-10-14T16:09:00.007+08:00

Mostly, the person that you hurt the most is the person who loves you the most.

Oh my! Hello everyone~ My blog is really dead right now! Hadn't been updating my blog for long :( I hope I won't delete it yeah! My exams just ended. And I swear I flunked all of my papers. Hopefully teacher will be able to promote me to sec4 Express. If not I'm going to stay at sec3 Express. Me don't like :(! Sec2 also like that!

Now exams are over and my life is back as normal. Just hope that I won't be like last year, turning bad to worst. With my sweet little boyf always accompanying my whenever he could. Need to "tahan" my attitude & torture! H3h3. BUT! Me dislike his 'home'. Yuckyy!

Anyway, I'm somehow so close to my little sayang! A.k.a Chuyun. Omfg, ♥♥♥ Ciao. Going auditioning with her naocxz! Boyf tmrw HOMELEAVE! Weeeeuweeeet!

2010-09-09T23:37:00.007+08:00

I have the urge to blog again. Like finally right:) Wasted my holidays just like that. Days passes like airplanes. I just hope there's no school forever. Boyf just got his 4D3N home leave, happy only;) This holiday was suppose to be the time for me to catch up those lessons where I was happily sleeping my way through when teacher was teaching. Well, didn't manage to study at all. Played throughout this holiday! Pathetic right? Hopefully tomorrow I will be going Kbox with my family lor:) Talking to boyf and neglected my post -.-! Webcam with boyf just now. Shall end here. Too lazy to think more ;)

Ohoh! I want a pink lappy, I want Shisha, I want to quit smoking, I want to go stroll along ECP, I want to shop for clothings, I want to have the mood to study, I want to lay down and see 星星. :'(

2010-09-01T19:09:00.005+08:00

"Deep in my heart, I'm suffering, knowing that I've lost you. On the outside, I'm living, pretending that I've forgotten you"

大家好！I guess my blog is rotting soon, might as well just delete it right? Actually, I've nothing much to elaborate on. Its a holiday today &I'm rotting at home watching movie and sleeping for the whole day.
Was supposed to meet Mr.Kenny &co. to catch a movie @ Lot. Very last minute fly aeroplane, promise I'll hang out with you some other times alright?
Oh, my phone is having a technical fault :( And I'll be neglecting my phone for weeks or months? Hopefully mummy will send it to repair asap. Anything just text my number &I'll be replying if its important :)

Guess what's that?! Shishaaa~ Oh baby baby~ I know you love me. Laughs! I'd been crazy over it, craving it for so long. Finally found someone to bring me there with boyf. Shisha anyone? Contact me! H3h3, hopefully we're able to go in :( It'll be on 18/24 September. Provided Mr.Parry is free lor! Hmph.
Shall stop here I guess. Won't be posting for sometime or maybe MIA-ing. Farewell :-)!

2010-08-28T21:20:00.005+08:00

"It's amazing the things you realize when you lose someone: you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times, you take for granted the days spent doing nothing when you could have been with them. Anyone can be taken, at any time in our lives, but we always wait until they're gone to say the things we never had the courage to before."

It's Saturday today, I apologize for the lack of updates. I'm way too lazy ;x Not much picture to be taken or uploaded, cos I'm just too ugly to be taken. ;) Days have been going smoothly for me these few days. Had been training down to Aljunied to find Mr.Boyf. Love him ttm can? <3 I want to sleep in his arms every night. But I know it's impossible luhr. Didn't have the mood to study these few days, hopefully I'm able to study later on after I blog. Boyf, I don't want you to do what you do today, it really hurts a lot seeing you doing it.. I mean what I say 好吗? Talking to boyf now. Shall post next time when I'm free. Changed blog song, H3h3 :P Please proceed to my private blog :B. Bye2! Tmrw it's our 1month, Loves!

2010-08-20T22:51:00.006+08:00

/The worst way to love someone is to sit next to them, knowing they don’t love you back.

I'm back to posting. Sorry for the lack of updates nowadays as I'm rather lazy to post. Just done replying tags :) Basically, went home to change straight after school today. Meet up with XxX &went to Farrer Park to find XxX parents. Kinda miss the time spent with XxX today. (L)(L) Life's going great for me. I just hope everything stays well &nothing will happen. CA2 just ended & EOY exams are coming. Hopefully I'm able to promote to sec4E :( Praying hard huh. I shan't make my post lengthy, if not I read le also boring laaaa~ Shall spend time with my family as I'm going out till late at night these few days, &it's the seventh month.. Hmms, Ohoh! To the people out there who like my posts, thank you guy ;) Ciao.

2010-08-14T23:28:00.005+08:00

If there's no chance, I'll create chances. If I were me, I'll do whatever it takes to grab your heart and make you mine.

Life's great now. Exams are going to end soon :) Hopefully I won't retain this year.:( Hmms. I won't be going back to work anymore, Cos over there got more than enough people already-.- Most probably going back when holiday starts I think ;) Went to catch a movie "Salt" with JH &his friend today. Heheh, quite a nice show? LOL! Okokay, I'm going to catch "Love in disguise" Real soon, I'm craving for it already. Hehheh, Shall end here? Post when I'm not lazy.

2010-08-09T22:06:00.014+08:00

I know how it feels to wake up without you, Lying here all alone, just thinking about you. I can't believe, your hold on me. It's something indescribable. I know you know. So won't you please.. If you see my boy, just tell him I miss his smile. Tell him I'm counting on the days, I gonna see him in a little while. I know when you holds on to me, You're the one thing that I could never live w/o. &Tell her I love him. The way that you moves, You know that it does to me. &when I catch his eye.. I can hardly breathe. Every time that I'm around him, I just go to pieces crashing, tumbling to the ground, I'm so glad I found him..

PS/ Changed blogsong.. Hope you guys like it :) I'll blog after he's out, don't have time to blog anw. Haha! :)

2010-08-05T20:17:00.011+08:00

My apologies for the abundance of my blog. But I'm up with many pictures with my family @ Marina Sandz! ;) Thanks to my aunt, like finally she's uploading it up. There's many more, I doubt she's going to upload. Save nasty comments to yourself. Haha! Enjoyed my day with them thou.

Basically, I'd been schooling &stress bout things. Tests are packed fully in my schedule & couldn't pick out time to rest. Hopefully everything ends quickly.

So that I can go Bugis to shop for more watches &bags! Laughs, still considering if I should go back to work.. Should I? Thinks.. I will be leaving my blog to rot soon. Kthxbai :)!

2010-07-27T18:35:00.015+08:00

By letting it go it all gets done. The world is won by those who let it go. But when you try and try. The world is beyond the winning.

Recieved a call from your friend this morning @6;50am sharp, &that makes me want to fly to find you straight. For that minute, my heart stopped. I recieved your letter, feeling like breaking down. Yet, I couldn't. That's what I promised. My mind is all bout you now. I really wished that you'd received my letter okay? I don't want to receive any calls, saying that you'll be going in.. At that moment, I'd break down terribly. That's for sure. I starting not eat alrdy, you must eat eh. 1.5years? I'll wait.. Maybe when you come out le, you forget me le? :( I want to see you in school. Praying hard nothing will happen. :( NOOBEST PANDA! ♥

不能在一起也没关系，至少你懂我的心会在想你。那些回忆会永远保持甜蜜。不管未来你会在哪里, 我都不会忘记。我的眼泪，应该让你一次发泄接受这个痛苦的感觉。

我很难受，只怪当初没有抓紧你的手。失去了你才知道你多重要。心虽然很痛。只怪自己当初没有将爱说出口，现在想说声爱你已找不到借口。失去你以后，我连呼吸也好难受。

♥♥♥

2010-07-24T19:19:00.005+08:00

Thursday/22July.

After school, went bowling with Aloysius, Brendon &Haziq. Had great times with them and I do enjoy. Hha,

Friday/ 23July.

After school > Home > Change > Meet JunHong @ cck > Followed by Gangyi > Kfc > Bugis > Meet up with JunHong's parents > Lavender > Kbox > Trained home @ 9;30

Satuday/ 24July.

Went DeLaSalle school's Musical concert. Nice musical. Met many teachers. Bused back home with the school. Homed :)

Didn't study for my tests last few days, Wish my luck :( My wisdom tooth growing and I don't know why isit growing at my age, giving me fever and aching/ Hopefully, it will be over soon yeah? Been playing for this whole week. Time to seat down &study already. When I have the mood, Fakeeee~ Ha ha!

LA SALLIAN ALUMNI GALA DINNER 2010.

Date: Saturday, 20November 2010.

Time: 6pm --10pm

Venue: De La Salle School CCK Campus

Price: $58/ticket.

P.S/ Who's going can contact me? I'm not sure if I'm going not. It's kinda expensive. So yeah :) Hope to see you guys back there.

2010-07-17T23:45:00.006+08:00

The more I tend to forget bout you, the more you pop out in my life./
Woke up afternoon and manage to do my homework. Quite satisfied with it. Ha. Received call from Aloysius and Brendon. Cab down YewTee to find me :) Got myself ready and went down to meet them, Slacked awhile. Waited for Wong and we cab down to lot1 to meet up with YuXiong and Haziq.
I'm the only girl there thou, all last minute arrange only! :( Caught a move "Despicable Me @7;15" It's seriously very funny, Halfway thru Wong went home. *Probation* Movie ended, went slacking around &to 302 coffee shop to eat. Manage to rush to JiaHao's house to catch I.T. show @10pm. Scary :S Homed @11plus.
Will blog more regularly if possible k? :) Oh oh! &I've changed my blogsong. :) Shall blog Private blog later. Ha!

2010-07-13T03:22:00.000+08:00

Why would my heart beat stop when I see you in class?

I've been trying to go home straight after school these few days, and I hope I can make it. Ha ha! Btw, Happy birthday Annwei! Couldn't go drinking with you guys as I'm too tired today.
Pon act with Richie and went straight home today. Got caught by teacher and chasing after me but I still don't care, wish me luck tmrw. I'm just too exhausted being in school &want to go home. Striaght home, sleep till now.
Time check it's 3;40am! Shall sleep again before I sleep in class! Ha ha, there's no act later, I guess I'm not going straight home? I'd been gaining weight already, going slimming soon. Fake~ Good luck to my upcoming tests, manymany to go :( ▲▼
Ciao/

2010-07-08T17:28:00.011+08:00

If things would just turn back only me &you-

Pictures above was the past with JiaHao, we're still best friends for now. Almost everyday do meet up. Long for friends :) Got Najihah to help me scan this neoprint into the computer. Kinda miss the old me, but I know, I can't get back. Ha ha! I broke my words, saying I would go straight home after school. I know many predicted I can't do it. But nvmd, but at least try my best okay!

I've been studying these few days, or rather doing homework. &realised I knew nothing in the end._. I seriously hate schooling now, No matter what go in, it will always come out. Hmms, this shall be a short post. Kthxbai. Hope next week would be a better week :)

Happy 1month, thx fr the present you gave. I love it.

2010-07-05T20:45:00.009+08:00

The reason why I walked away and not turning back it's because I felt a sudden pain &that pain is not an ordinary pain.. Words just can't express my feelings.. Its not bout you but its me. Sometimes you let me feel stupid, Why am I always believing in you? You say you won't leave me, I hope you fulfill your promise.

/I don't wanna break down in school, and I won't. I just wanna stay happy forever. Is that so difficult?
Went to catch Eclipse with sweety &boonkeat :) Nice show, but don't know why I feel sleepy. I've no mood for studying already. To me, there's no reason for me to continue studying. I just want holidays. Or should I start not going to school? Hmms.. When one day if you see me not around in school = not coming for loong periods.
There's chemistry test tmrw yet I've not studied yet, and I don't intend to. Cos I've no one to turn to when I don't understand the topics already. Therefore, there's no point for me to revise. Just wish me luck, I know nothing comes like free flow water. I've to work for it.
For this moment, I don't want to go school, I don't want to study. I don't want to have friends. I just want. School > Home > School > Home everyday. I just want to be a loner, somehow.. Shall end here, I know my post is lenghty &emo. I'll try to make my next post short &sweet depends on my mood/ Maybe not blogging anymore.
/PS; I;m going to go home myself everyday after school, I promise. Mark my words.

2010-07-04T21:48:00.009+08:00

I'm back with many pictures! I've went to Marina Sands to stay over night with my family. I love everything there. Tho we've change room twice, Cause of the smell of the toilet._. The swimming pool is like.. Total heaven! I can even use my phone in the pool! Cool right? Went there for gym too, It's seriously nice to stay there, no joke. Thumbsup (Y) But it's expensive for one night luhr. Like hundreds of dollars? Wishing that I could stay there forever, but it's nearly impossible. Ha ha, there's no school tmrw. Shall catch Twilight saga Eclipse with sweety and boon keat, Let's see how.. :*

2010-07-01T16:39:00.011+08:00

你的微笑是一个暗号.

Currently listening to songs, making myself as pathetic as ever. Hoping that I could head home straight after school and study everyday, but I know it won't happen. Had been going school with darl these few days, therefore, I'm not late for school. Fish head has been sitting with me for 1term already, hope teacher wouldn't change our seats. ;)

Piles &piles of homework are building up as days go by. Happy that I manage to get over my Amaths re-assessment & that shocks me. But sad that I've scored not I wanted :( Basically, My bad habit is coming back, sleeping in class. Lastly, trying to blog everyday k ;) Will be updating P.blog almost everyday. Ha ha, Iloveyou. ^o^

2010-06-25T00:00:00.005+08:00

If it's meant to be yours, I will always be. The photo above was edited by my silly gan-romeo. Don't you find this two photos identical? (Y) Sounds weird, but never mind. Chat with him on msn while watching soccer last few nights. He's at China, hope he could come back Singapore. &I'm sure this will happen :)

My life had gone upside down already, have been having night life these few days. Thanks to soccer match. Pathetic, I'm been addicted to watching soccer. What;s so nice right?

Wishing that I can turn it back only. Sigh, Daddy caught me puffing outside, and scolded me like the world's falling down can?

Emmanuel, turn me back into a goodgirl when school reopen could you? I guess I should think about my future now. I don't want to be late for school when school reopen anymore, k bai.

P.S/ It's been long since I updated my links, Shall update when I'm free only :B Going to shower now.

2010-06-23T01:28:00.002+08:00

Gladly to say that I've quitted my job, Ohwell. I swear fr sake that I'm not going to find one job similar like this one k. ._. My photos are all in my phone, But I am too lazy to upload into my computer. Will be using past photos for the time being alright. I'm blogging again, out of boredom.

About my re-assessment fr amaths, Idk what results I will be getting. I took naps once I got my paper. Pathetic right? Hope I can pass that paper or else I have to re-take it again. :( \
Had been wondering outside like souls last few days until midnight then return home. Parents want me auto abit, but people like me just won't auto one you know:) Basically, Have been rotting at home today due to my laziness. Hope that I won't be lazy to get up and meet my friends tmrw.
Should I go sentosa tmrw with Jacky &co? Or should I fly aeroplane? Lols, Shall see how tml la. I just changed &updated my private blog. Anyway earthlings, click me up on facebook alrights? www.facebook.com/sotlove.

2010-06-11T22:59:00.014+08:00

Ciaosu! Life's had been goin darn crazy fr me uh :( I just hope I can stop my work, Everything. And continue studying. I've totally no mood in studying at all, Pathetic right? How can I pass my Amaths without studying? &It's 1week away. Flyflyfly~

Today, Friend came my house will 4plus. Didn't work @Subway today. ._. Lazy luhr. Went to meet ZhiZhen @YewTee mrt &Trained down to ToaPaYoh. -'- I srsly hate that place lor. Nebermind, Waited fr boss. Started working. From ToaPaYoh mrt> Braddel mrt> Met up with AnnWei &His friend> Mac!> Tiger beer> Bishan mrt. & Back to YewTee.
It was a tiring day :( Leg walk till got blister lor! Hmph, But at least I enjoyed my day today laa. :P Tmrw it's JiaHao's BIRTHDAY! &I've a evil surprise fr him! Muahahahahah, Left 15mre minutes to countdown :B Huhu, I'll be veryvery free on this weekends lor ): Anyone can jio me out ma? Sian, Tmrw still got work. Shall stop here. Buaibaicxz.

2010-06-07T23:11:00.003+08:00

As I promised! I will be updating my blog regularly alright. Today working from 8am - 12pm. For this 2weeks I guess. Sigh, Hope I'm able to get up. After work slack with friend. JiaHao came to my house to pick me. Then his daddy drive his siblings &me to his grandfather house to visit. I tagged along :P After that went to AngMoKio thr eateat.

Jitao very hungry lor! Sigh, After that wentto amk hub arcade. Play till I crazy leh :D > JiaHao's house > Slacked with friend & Homed. Gee,

I'm soso gonna change my blog song &blogskin soon :( Darn bored bout this blog liao laaa. Workworkwork! Rahs! Getting more bored le ): Hopefully I'm able to get up tmrw fr work. (: Gonna update my Private blog ^o^

2010-06-06T00:42:00.005+08:00

Hey! I'm back blogging. Oh well, Life's had been fine with me. For me, Everyday work! Ha ha! Very fun? Laughs. Anyway, I've decided not to reveal my results out. I srsly flunk la k! :( Shag uh, I'm sitting fr re-assessment on 21stJune & I've still not studied yet.

Everyday working as I said. Life's been upside down; I'm awake @ night & not morning. Ouhh.. (: I've nothing else t blog alrdy actually. Ehmms, Yep! I wantto go Sentosa, I wantto go play basketball laa!! Sighsigh. Stupid me ): Btw, My leg got one beautiful scar lor! \m/ Cheers fr me hor! ._.

&& People! Do add me on facebook! Can't believe that I'm facebooking right?! Hilarious! Laughs, NightClubCity!! (Y) ThumbsUp! :P Buaibaivzxc. Will blog more regularly la kk? (: Missmecxz.

2010-05-28T22:08:00.000+08:00

Ciaosu!! ^^, Huhu. More peektures on next post. Lazy to upload :). I'm back uh. Life's getting better fr me. Ha ha, Yep. As for compass, It's a great camp I swear :P. And fr inter-school games @ AES, Girls captainball got 3rd. In inter-class game, Girls basketball came in 1st &captainball came in 3rd again. Laughs. I fell till very jialat during captainsball match. :(
I got back my results alrdy. Flunk like sh!t luhr, Will reveal it later oke. &&' Today someone took my worksheet away, Fcuk that person uh srsly k! -'-, Curse you sia. Jealous I score good marks isit? *Angrys* Uh, Rahcxz!
Anyway, School has ended today. Same, I didn't attend PTC. :) I will be working @ YewTee SUBWAY! Night shift uh! :( Sigh. But! Nvmd laaa :B Me leg very pain now, Wonder how am I going to wear jeans to work tmrw! Shag lahs. Should I stop blogging now? Hmm.. I hope I will earn enough money nor :D Gee, There's nothing else for me to blog alrdy uh. So.. Ciao :) Going work later. Laughs ^^!

2010-05-20T00:10:00.003+08:00

Hey! I'm back now. But with only one peekture. I'm vv lazy to upload lahs. :) Ha ha! Promise other time k. Yep, Got my result. I flunked :( Shall reveal it when I get my result slip alrights. Have been looking fr job these few days with Faye. Waiting fr the call @Subway now, If not we'll be applying fr BurgerKing. Hope I can make it lor! Laughs.

Today, Went to school per normal. Very slacky luhr. But fun, After school hanged out with Faye, Emmanuel &ShaoYi > Subway YewTee to apply fr job > Slacked & Talked > Fajar > Basketball. Thanks those who encouraged me. Something happened to Emman's pants *Blinkblink* Laughs! > Talked &Slacked > Sent Faye home > ShaoYi to lrt > Emmanuel homed & Lastly me. Scary sia, :S Alone in lrt. Ewwwks. Homed @ 12am.

Thursday, Basketball. Friday, Helpout Camp. Saturday, Helpout Camp. Sunday, Tuition. Monday, Inter-school games @ AES. GoodLuck to me :) Hope I'll be able to blog k :P Getting mre motivated in Basketball le leh. Laughs. Tmrw going Navy OpenHouse :( Shag uh. He he.

2010-05-15T00:37:00.007+08:00

I'm finally blogging! Wow, Many things happened thou. But still life's goes on. Exams are just over. &&' I swear I'm going to flunk all my subjects badly :'( Sigh, Anyway. Enjoying my life now! Laughs, Who wantto go Sentosa? Jio me k! Huhu. Let me talk bout ytd.

Yesterday morning. Had a run @ 6;50am from YewTee to BukitPanjang with Jacky &Jorene. Phew! I swear it's my last time mancxz! Ha ha, Then walked around with Jorene &Had mac fr breakfast! Yumyum :P Got home > Use computer > Watch movie > Went down to YewTee mac to buy my luncheee > JiaHao came to my house to use comp.

&Something happened outside my house. Srsly uh! NO life people oke? :) I only could stand down there &Laugh @ you guys. Huhu. Went down to Jurong to meet up with Jack &Jintai. Joker sia, Left IMM @10;30 > Trained to YewTee with Jack & Meet up with Jacky. > Homed @ 12am.

Today. Tuition( Last3lessons) &I'm going to quit! Happy lahs :), Then meet mummy, Shopped around Limbang > Mac > Homed > Off to Bugis with Family. Sorry uh. Turned down Jacky and YuanWei& JiaHao. Went towning with parents &Home sweet home! I'm now watching 敗犬女王. Veryvery crazy bout it lahs! Ha ha! Brother ask daddy to buy 4D fr him! -.-, Can't believe lorcxz. Hah.

2010-04-22T02:00:00.002+08:00

Grandmother, RestInPeace! :(

Granny, Be happy up there. Don't worry bout us. I will study hard de k? :) We will also takecare of grandpa de. Don't worry! Enjoy your life there without any pains. Rather than seeing you suffering right my dear? Sleep in peace hao ma?

I regretted! Regretted not going to hospital visit her regularly! Ohwell, Stupid me! Everything is too late. I can't turn back the time & to salvage. I miss her cooking, She'd been not cooking fr like 1month plus alrdy. I miss her :'( I miss her laughters &Smiles.

Daddy call at night to ask us rush down to hospital, Cos granny was breatheless. Brother was still happily using comp, Me? Just fuck myself around @ home. Another call by daddy.. She has moved on. I srsly only know how to cry like a cry baby! Nothing I can do but to hope that the taxi driver could quickly fly to SGH. Saw granny lying there soulessly:'( Me, Said nothing but to cry. Fuck myself uh. Heard from the adults saying that she wantted to go home &not to the heaven. She kept crying too. Sigh.

Going school tmrw, But leaving school early. Monday not going school. Hope I will get over it faster. Stay strong me. I'm on vegetarian fr 5days too :')!

2010-04-17T02:26:00.001+08:00

Time check: 2;30am now, & I'm still awake :)! How great! I've to be awake tmrw @ 9am. Or even earlier to eat KFC with mummy! Oh well, I think I'm going to fall sick sooner or later. I'm shivering since I came back:) Anyway changed blog song. Ha ha! Superb in (L) with this song alrights.

Today: Tution > Meet up with Emmanuel > Bused to bugis (Supposed to go Suntec) > Shopped > Illuma > Arcade *kewl uh srsly!* > Bused to panjang > Homed > Changed > Run along canal with Jorene > Wentto find Jacky &co. > Drink &Slack > Homed > Homework &Now I'm here. Alvin jio-ed me out to slack, But clashed with my plans :(

XiaoQiang: Romeo! You must have reached China already yep? Be a goodboy oke, Thou we know each other like 2weeks only, But srsly. You're a good guy. Hope you saw this k? :) If you ever come back to Singapore, Contact wo hao ma? :') Sad that I didn't manage to see you off. But whatever it is, Much love &misses to you ya ;)

Darling! It's our 1yr4mnths yeah :) Hope we'll spend more time together, Thou we're drifting. I hope our hearts still have each other lar :* Gee, Love you always. (Not lesbo) Muuuackys* Take mre pictures uh!

2010-04-12T22:24:00.005+08:00

1stPic: ME &KaiWen 2ndPic: ME &Alvin :)

1stPic: ME &Bavani 2ndPic: ME &ChuYun &HsinChen :)

I'm blogging almost everyday! Ohmyohmy! :P Today school's fine I guess. No Amaths test, Which is postpone to Thursday. Clashed with Chemistry test lor! Tmrw got Emaths test &' I'm not learning yet. Lols,
Today! Hmmm, School ended @ 2;30pm. Bused to CausewayPoint with KaiWen > Searched fr the bag he wantted > Northpoint > Also no have the design > Shopped around > Trained back to ChoaChuKang to meet Alvin. > Talked alot > Homed :)!
11pm went out to meet YouChun @ YewTee mrt there. Walked to Block 667 to meet Lawrence. > YC went home > Lawrence speed me around. Fun bodoh :P > Slacked @ Block 616 > He drove me back home. > Homed @3;40am. Not gonna sleep, Confirm tmrw can't wakeup! Good luck to me, Will go shower soon! :D
Tmrw after school don't know gonna meet who :( All time clash! Shag lahs.

2010-04-11T21:17:00.005+08:00

My face so cui :<

Blogging again ^-^ Yeah, Should I go MIA again? :P So that no one can contact me, Ha ha! Exams around the corner! * Scares* I hope I can do well uh :( Tmrw having Amaths class test, &' I hope I can pass k! Shag lorcxz! There's many things I haven't do yet, Stressstressstress! :B I'm in love with Varsity songs mancxz!!! Lalala~

Let me summarize yesterday, Tuition> Home> Out to meet Yunkuan &Jorene @Mac to study> YunKuan left> Suppose to go Jorene's house but was too late leh. Homed @ 10pm ;)

Today, Tuition > SGH to visit grandma> Trained to Yishun> Grandma house> Eat &Out *Rather don't go lor!> Trained back to cck> Emmanuel to study. Hah!

Fun part, Saw Wency &Shaoyi. Oppps :shys! Something made me laugh hor Emman! :PpPpP Shall not embarrass him k! Ha ha, On the way home that time saw Khatir! Lao ma de lor him, Offer me one stick. Temptations ~.~ Geeheepeee. Homed @9pm ;)

Manage to finish most of my homework, Left one more :( Gonna revise Amaths 1st! Hope tmrw I won't be late. If not I'll be taking darling's car. Hehe! Daddy's cooking cheese sausage fr me naocxz, Fatty me ;'( Parents going malacca & will be back on tuesday. Anyone wanna come my house ton? ;)

2010-04-09T22:34:00.004+08:00

Look @ their seriousness playing chess. Laughs!

I'm back again ^^v. Head hurts fr these few days &Idk why too :( Yep, Skipped tuition ytd lorcxz :( Tmrw still got tuition. Stress lar! Hah, Anyway. Let me talk bout today, Had a great day neh! Gee,

Morning, Ran to school with KaiWen, Veryvery dulan already k! Luckily I was not late. I hate detention, This time is really serving fr 2hrs. Can seat down there &Rot! &' I'm not gonna get any pink forms fr nothing alrights.

Teacher changed Emmanuel's seat, Very sad bout it lar! :'( Tears kept dropping during Physics time, Will tell you later why oke? :')

After school wentto JunJie's Condo de ClubHouse with Emmanuel, JunJie &JunQing. Very irritated by JunQing. Supposed to study there, Got disrupted by JunQing! That porn star :B. After studying, They went suana &Leaving me alone ;) Emolicious lor me! ++ Raining heavily. All thanks to Eman's umbrella. Thou it's spoiled. Hah!

Went to Plaza with JunQing &Eman. Shopped > Slacked > Had fun > &They waited fr my parents to come pick me up. *Thanks* Ate > Car wash > YewTeePoint > Homed :] Off to private blog leh :)

He's the one, Waking me up during classes when I fell asleep. Knowing wentto be serious when suppose to. Will ask me to shut my mouth when I'm too noisy. Thought me things which I don't know. Scold me when I'm supposed to be scolded, If it's not fr him. I'd failed my both sciences. Now without him seating beside me.. I'm gonna try to be independent leh ba :( Sigh, Like heartbreak lo! Someone impt in my life just flew away just like that. Hope we'll be still as close like today. one thing is that, He must always think b4 he talk! Everytime never go thru his brain onle :P (L), Getting back sitting together is never easy.

2010-04-06T23:52:00.009+08:00

Overdued peektures with Sayang :)

TERRY's BIGBUTT! Everyone was laughing can :D

Back to blogging :> Hah, I apologise fr not blogging, Went missing in action, But the real reason is that I'm lazy to blog :C I've been Plurking &Tumblring if you did follow ^^v. I'll try to blog if possible, Mark my words :).
Being late 3-4times since school's reopen. &' I srsly fuck hate being late. I don't want to get pink slips anymore :'( Weeeuweet, Doesn't suits me rightvcxz? B'cause, I've learnt to grow up &Know which path I'm going to *Likereals* :P
Us waiting fr bus :>

ADRIAN TENG whatever! GuaiLanKia!

I scribbled my face cos it looks to cui can! :< Adrian must be honoured that his peektures up there right! No need to thank me! I took it from Terry's phone! Hah. Today, Luckily I wasn't late with KaiWen. Ha ha! Lesson was fun, I didn't sleep @ all. Teacher made me xiasuay during Physics lesson k! Thanks to Emmanuel, He saved me kk! *Eman asked to blog bout him one O:* Yep!

After school, Went to Plaza with Emmanuel. &' Waited fr others to come. Took 963 to Woodlands > Bought tickets > Clash Of The Titans *Stupid show!* > Theatre. Seriously, I shouldn't have watch this movie.

I gonna wet my pants tonight! Laughs 8-) Thanks Emmanuel, My study partner hor! Movie ended > Trained back to YewTee > Bought bubble tea with KaiJun &' Wentto meet up with TingHao. Thenthen, Homed ^-^ Quarreled with family-.-! I swear I'm not studying @ home leh. Anyone wantto go out study? Call wo! Steady ah :B. Ciao,

2010-03-19T23:42:00.002+08:00

I want shisha, I want breezer :'( I want faster growup!

Today..
Received text from boy this morning, Ji happy de lor me :/ Spammed call Alvin > Meet him @ Bugis mrt. Fuck the rain lor! )-: Yes! It's him who accompanied me to but my watch &wallet. Like thank-you manymany(:
Lot1 with Alvin > Helmy &Luqman > Slack &Luqman go home. > Limbang > Eat @Mac> Meet Darl &co. > Left with me, Alvin &Helmy @ F.M. slack > Daniel &Gervan came > Slack > Homed @11pm :') No-Life today. Ha-ha!

w995i is in pink. P-I-N-K! Pink ley! :( Imma crazy bout it k! D;

Yesterday..
Wokeup in the afternoon, Met Darling below her house > Alvin > Makan @YewTee > Hemly, Luqman, Izza > Tuition > Slacked > Tuition again :'(.
Chinese teacher is seriously dummy, Make me laugh till lungs drop out! She asked me to read one passage, I say I don't know how to read Chinese, She eventually believed. Omfg, I feel that my English is so P-O-W-E-R!
Helmy &Alvin waited fr my tuition end @8pm, Slack > Bused to Lot1. To find my watch :'( Excited de lorcxz, But then don't have the colour I want. Face cui dao.. Lols, Helmy went off, Left me &Alvin > Mac! Slacked with ChuanJie till 11pm &Homed :')

I don't want you guys fr friends or rather my life, I rather don't know you guys.

&Now I'm going back. Byebye to you guys *Waves*

2010-03-17T00:15:00.000+08:00

Back to posting again. Hah, Didn't catch a movie with darling as we're having shortage of $$. Nebermind! @ Least we spent time together k!(: Laughs, Kkay. I shall peep @ Darling's blog again, Stm uh. Y'know y'know ;DD

Was supposed to meet Darling fr breakfast @Mac, But.. I wokeup nearly to 1pm. :'( Slept late yesterday, Using computer &Chatting with boy online. Washed up &Waited fr her below her house. Walked to YewTeeSquare to have my lunchee. Ate 2Plates of FriedRice, Pro rightcxz? I know, Laughs. Bought PepperMintmilktea nd walked around YewTee. N-O-L-I-F-E! Understand? Seriously no life uh-.-! Darl came to my house, Used lappy. All stuff bout blogs uh. I feel so noob lah can? Didn't know making one cup of coffee is so difficult. I know darl must be laughing naocxz, Geez. Sent her home @5;10 &Trained down to OutramPark with Brother to hospital >Visit grandma. Homed @ 10pm &Chiong my tuition homeworks :)

Look at the watch in the picture upstairs, I make spoil it yesterday! :( Miss my watch so much, I want it back now :( For it to come back, I know it's near impossible. I rather be alone than not be with it, you know? :'( It is always reminding me to SMILE when I'm upsad :(
Cant just get over it that my watch just spoilt, sian! :/ I want buy back my watch, who want accompany me go and buy back? Even my watch dont want me now..

A women who always drive me to town &Shop around, Taking care of me when I'm young. Making milk fr me when I cry. Partially blind, &Still cooking fr us every week to call us back to eat. Always having a wide smile with her wherever she goes. Doing whatever she can fr us.. Now lying in the hospital, Can't even recognize me :( Talking to herself, Seeing illusion. Her eyes are always teary but still smiling always :'( Fighting fr herself, Me? Staring @ her suffering in pain, Can't even help a single fuck shit! Yes, Grandma. I know you'll be strong. Stay strong please. Everythings gonna be alright k! Everyone's supporting you, Don't give up. Seeing you suffering makes my heart pain :'( Please.. Begging real hard.. Stay strong :'(! I still want you to cook fr me de :(:(:(:(:(:(! Just look @ her smile, Ain't she cute? Sigh.. {insertheart}

Thanks Darling, Boy &Alvin always staying by my side :')

2010-03-16T17:49:00.004+08:00

Back to blogging again :) Yep, I'm going to Malacca on 19th March &Will be back on 20th March people. Hah! Thanks fr those who tagged on my blog, Much loves to you guys k ;D [inserthearts] Waitwait, I go Darling blog see first ah! I abit stm leh >< I'm taking hours to blog & Idon'tcare~ Laughs,
Yesterday, Happy1stMonth, Boy. Had tuition > Homed. Got ready &Meet Darling below her block busstop. Bused to Lot1, She had her Bianmian that she longed fr. And I had my FriedRice, Laughs! Then shopped >Library. Waited fr Boy &Alvin. Me myself there highhigh, Darling was moodswinging. Diaos, Accompanied Alvin to have his lunch &Went up to Arcade race with Alvin &Boy.. Lols, Very de xiasuey-.- Keep losing de lorcxz wo, Nebermind.
Down to Mac to have corns &fries. Slacked there and bused back to YewTee. Slacked below Darling house the playground. She went home first &Left with Alvin &Boy &Me. Limbang > Slacked > Sent Boy t busstop > Talked awhile with Eldrin-.-" > Sent Alvin t Mrt Station > Homed :)
Today, Wokeup in the afternoon > Cut hair &Homed. Shall do homework after blogging, Ciao! I won't be going out today. 1yr3rd month with Darling tmrw, &I think we're going to watch movie :D Buaibacxz!

2010-03-13T23:50:00.007+08:00

1stPic: Ytd @Lot1 seeing stars. 2ndPic: A heartshape I drew, But cigg was not mine.

1stPic: HafizFIZZI-'-. 2ndPic: Helmi! :D

Taaadaaa! This person is called.. A-L-V-I-N! :D

Back from outside! Seriously, People do have limits. Don't cross the line alrights ;) I think this will be the last post? Cos I've been blogging fr almost everyday tau? Laughs, After tuition when home.. Tiffs with parents and now okay le, Cried thou :( Went out to meet Alvin, Slacked @ Limbang as it's raining like no tmrw. Ha-ha! Bought Izza present &Off to Lot1 to meet Helmi. Then trained down to Petir to meet Darling &Off to Izza house. Seriously fuck those people who prank call me just now alrights -'-, Get a life mancxz. I got Caller ID alrdy, &&; I'm ji happy yi xia de lor! :D Celebration was like okokay uh, fr me. Like normal slacking deh, Laughs. Out from her house @8pm. And left with Me, Alvin, Helmi &HafizFIZZI @ Plaza. Bought food from 7-11 &Slacked at PlazaMac. Something happened with HafizFIZZI-.-, Shall skip this part.. Then slacked awhile &Trained back with Helmi, Talked alot today, Throat pain :'( Homed @11;15pm. Trying to help you, Not finding trouble with you. Think in a positive way rather then negative way could you? Grow up please-.-
We're drifting &I don't know why too. Hope things will be the same alrights, 2more days. :')

2010-03-12T15:46:00.015+08:00

1st 4 peektures are taken with sayang :) Yep, Yesterday peektures @ Music room. B'cause the Pilot was having his talk, and we're super de cold. Went to the back to sit with teacher. &'Cam-whored with sayang's phone, Cos my phone's ain't with me-.-

Last peekture is.. E-M-M-A-N-U-E-L P-H-U-A! Stole from his facebook hor, Huhu! Thanks to him lorcxz, Every time bully me one! BUT, He's always teaching me both sciences when I don't know those questions. Thankyou;) I know he must be feeling honoured &happy fr me stealing this *act cute* picture, Still got one more one! Laughs, Opps.. Let me start with proper post naocxz.

Sadly to say, I'm back posting again. Laughs, Things are getting better I guess. &&' Now I'm still thinking if I should I fr the Chalet, FuXiang jio-ed de. Cos if I'm going, There's no one I know there, and it'll be like no tmrw lorcxz. Laughs, W-H-A-T-E-V-E-R~ Today's Ask&Learn day. Wokeup @8++am I think, Mummy's such nagging *.* I didn't do English only. Lols, Chatted with Emannuel on phone, He helped me with my Physics! Thanks again niaos ;') Thenthen comped the wholeday. I didn't attend PTC, Parents went only. Who ask them to 'act smart' Let them be lorcxz, Can't really care much. Wonder what's teacher gonna say-.- Was supposedly to wait fr Suhailah &Slacked with Alvin they all @Panjang. But vvv de lazy to prepare uh, Sorry tau. End of blogging leh (?) Buaibaicxz,

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Teacher complained that I'm always sleeping &Why did I fail my English &Chinese. Don't ask me, Ask my brains. They don't wantto tell me the answer. How am I suppose to tell you? Went down to meet Alvin &Luqman. Slacked @ Limbang > F.M. &; Off to Panjang to wait fr Darling. Walked to plaza to buy 1pink & 1white PoloTee fr 15Bucks @ HangTen. Trained to Lot1 and only left Alvin with me. Shopped fr Izza BirthdayPresent. Gng fr her birthday party tmrw &Will be meeting Alvin @4pm ++. Going home late I think, But I'll still blog tau ;) Hope everything's going smoothly tmrw. Now tiring :'( BYE!

2010-03-11T22:33:00.006+08:00

No mood, Get a life fr me. Heartbreak, Crying. Back to post, I'm lazy to upload any pictures &' to say that my pictures are all with ChuYun. Got to take from her yeah. Today's a suay day, Everything didn't went well fr me today ;'( I only can say that I didn't slip out my tongue, You guys want to think that I'm the one who sabo-ed. Cont ba, I won't talk much :-). Went to serve detention just now, And having PTC tomorrow. Don't know what's teacher is going to complain to parents and I can't be bothered anymore. Can't be bothered of everything, ;( After detention waited fr Suhailah with Alvin &co. Something happen which makes me fucking sad, Real sad. Heart's bleeding :( Sent Suhailah to lrt &Cont slacking with them. Called ShaoYi to come down slack. Steady one sey him! Lol, Then parents keep calling me to go home.. *Which is @ the wrong timing* Bused home with them @9;30pm I think. Homed > Showered > Comp. I won't be sleeping today, No mood. I may appear happy today with you guys, But my heart's bleeding, crying. Breaking down again.. :'( I don't wantto stay @ home..

Tell me that it's not over, Tell me that you'll return. 4more days.. &' Now it's over, Don't you know how much my heart hurts when you send me that msg? ;( Turn back to me will you? Sigh, I'm waiting for your text till now &None is happening, Sometimes. I really feel like smashing my phone &Everything..

Ciao.

2010-03-10T14:40:00.006+08:00

Hah! I'm back from school :') Bathed already. Went to Changi Beach to clean up the place, Laughs. Peektures taken &&' I(L)(L) my friends alot, :-). Instead of picking up litters, We went to pick up seashells. Geez, Bad weather, Keep rainrainrain. But now sunny, Like the Earth going upsidedown. Just like my life, Ha-ha ;) Bused back to school around 11plus I think. Recess-ed &Gathered back for dismissal, Got back my results. Flunked as I said, Will tell you guys later :) Trained home with Faye &' Now here I am. Ciao, Miss me peoples. ;PpPpPpP.

English: 48/100 (D7) -Expected,

Chinese: 49.4/100 (D7) -Kp one-'- Almost pass uh!

AMaths: 75.4/100 (A1) -Shocked! O:

EMaths: 65.1/100 (B3) -No comments.

Chemistry: 51.4 (C6) -Expected,

Physics: 50.1/100 (C6) -Expected,

Combine Humanities [ SS &Geog]: 71.2/100 (A2) -Shocked!

Results are out, I know I did badly :( I know I can do better, Just that I'm lazy. Will buckup next term :') Hope you guys liked what you got fr your exams results! [inserthearts]

2010-03-09T20:13:00.013+08:00

http://www.claralovesu.tumblr.com/

It's a new blog :) &&' Iloveit! [InsertHearts] Laughs, You may think that I'm crazy can? Got 3Blogs in total -.-! Butbut, Nvmd one. This blog will still be my main blog heh! I'll update it regularly still. :)

Yeah, Its been long since I updated &&' Sadly to say that, I'm going MIA, Laughs. These few days were hetic life uh.. Whatever it is, Hope everyone's doing well lahs :D Eheh, Yep! Got back my lappy, &&' I'm like.. Super happy? ^^ But now it's difficult to blog, Not used to it :'(

Yesterday wentto school as usual, Can say that BeyondClassroomWeek is boring~ Had flu, Which cause me to have no tomorrow like that lorcxz, Ha-ha. Face seriously like ghost, Diaos.. Went homed w/ Faye. Then meet boy@ Lot1. Walked to my house, Changed. &' Out to meet Willy &co. Predicted what's going to happen lah. But nvmd :') I don't really care anymre, Then slacked with Adeline. Walked around YewTee w/ boy. Cos srsly boring~ Like no life like that. Lol, Homed @ 11;30pm.

Today, No life no life no life no life. Didn't wantto go school from th start. School was okay, Tired is all I can describe. Something made me embarrassed but wtv! Lol, Went home &Slept straight away. Woke up by one call, Which makes me freaking fedup-.-! Comp the rest of the day I think :')

Finally got back my RibbonHairClip! Going Changi beach tmwr :'( I hate it uh.. Sigh, But got CIP hours-.- Blogged PrivateBlog &Tumblr alrdy. Now boring~~ Laughs, Baibuaicxz peepos! ;)

To people out there alrights, I've been hiding words into my heart nd not saying out until that call. You have no rights to comment on others. I leave you guys &Changed. It's b'cause of just one reason.. Y'all guys take knife stab each others back. I hope you know what I mean. But the truth is, It depends on how I feel about that very attitude of yours. &&' Don't think y'all looks good too. Think before you speak, Don't talk like free flow water :) Need boyf that is zai nd useful meh? Please, Its time. Yeah, I've left you guys &Not turning back. If don't like each other, There's no point slacking. Cos you won't be truly happy, nd causing more problem to yourself only, I'm not so dumb. Slack with people that you like, &Not people you don't like :] The truth is I can't bare to leave, Cos memories are built, &&' I'm happy before. But time is always needed to pull out to be with you guys. So yeah, I'll keep the memories deep in my heart, &Let go ^.^

True friends never leave when you needed help, True friends comfort you when you're sad. True friends will help you when you're in needed of help. True friends will always stop you from bad things &Encourage you in good things :') Thanks to people I always hangout in school, I srsly (L)(L) you guys. &' I've learnt to grow up! And have a life of my own. Laughs, Geez.

2010-03-05T21:32:00.006+08:00

Pictures up again, Laughs. Cos of the change of phone, I'm taking lesser pictures alrights. They are my friends :-) Friends that will never leave me when I needed someone. Friends that will help me when I needed help. Friends that will teach me good things &Stop me from doing the wrong things. Friends that I can feel comfortable pouring out my feelings :') Things ain't going as I wanted, Sigh. But that's life, Can't change alrights :) Schooling is okay I think.. Uhmms, Maths did I sleep? Geography teacher ain't here, Skipped Chinese lesson. Somehow so called, Lols. Help people also get scolding-.- Next time not helping leh! Let them get scolded lorcxz, Not my problem anyway. Lol, Thenthen, PhysicsLab &Trained home with Navin &Rogan. Laughs, Slacked awhile &Homed :-) GoodGirl k! Gonna meet Melvin &co. one day perhaps ^.^ Somehow, I miss those days being with them? Lol.. Buaibaivxzc, Blogging private blog soon :')

I miss those days spending times with you. Is this what I really want from you now? I don't know, I hate to continue this way. Sigh, All I can now is to see what you going to do &' Me waiting only :) 3weeks again? Sigh,

2010-03-04T19:06:00.007+08:00

CurrentMood: Bad, Sucks, Sad, Crys.
ListeningTo: Two Is Better Than One

Whatever it is, My mood sucks naocxz. Anything you can discribe than happy lah. Last few posts were short, &&' I'll make this a long long :] Yeah, Was late for school with boy. Teacher called parents again-.- Hope he won't get scoldings from parents ba :( Ate mac @ Lot1, Pro rightcxz? I know :) Thenthen Physics, English, Chemistry lessons I was sleeping? If I'm not wrong.. Laughs. Chinese class was fun! Students down there keep bully teacher. I goodgirl k! Down there copy homework! Laughs. Lunch time.. The fucking greatest lunch time I ever had huh?! Eating there, You people throw ice @ us, Eh. Not first time la hor! -.- Then return to class, You guys throw wet tissue @ us, Fun uh? Srsly, Doing all these won't make you any good :-) Let's see.. Uhms. Making IC time! Najihah: As red as baboon's butt :pPpPpP Opppps! Laughs, Mr San's going :( Don't know how to spell his name uh >.< &&' Really shag :'( Wonder who can help me with both E/A Maths ler. After school, Library with Boy, ShaoYi & JunQing. Laugh.. *SkipSkip*Then saw Edison @Lot1 interchange. Laughs, Hope his body art won't hurt much ba :) Homed, Ciao. *Private blog blogged*

Boy, 3weeks? Really? Sigh. Waiting for your text,

2010-03-02T20:33:00.008+08:00

魔幻视界- The Illusionist

It's a nice show :) Do watch it alrights, If you like magics ^.^ I'm inside k! Mai kaysiao! Hahas, Yeah. Only for today, So later gogo catch the show uh! Huhus, It's from Monday-Friday. 10pm, ChannelU, Hah! Enjoy peepos, Shall start with my proper blogging :PpPpPpP

Yeps, Out of sudden, I'm missing BeiJing :'( Sigh, I want to there again uh! Laughs, Yep. I flunk in all my exams paper, Shan't telling till I get my total marks. My rashes getting better, But.. These few days eat what = no eat deh lorcxz, Intestine problem :( But don't want to see doctor uh, Lol. I'm just back from taking IC de picture -.-! My picture is freaking fuglam. B'cause I've no mood to smile, Diaos. Nebermind, Shall go watch teevee naocxz! Soso, Ciao! :-)

Later still need do presentation thingy :( &&' Blog private blog ^O^.

2010-02-28T15:53:00.006+08:00

Time heals the wound, But the scars gradually remains..

Back once again, Lifes been up &down for me. I've srsly disappointed everybody, But.. Can I change back? :'( Thanks baby for accompanying me thru all this sh!ts, I'm sure it'll be over soon yeah? My allergy is back :/ Yeah, Itching to the max I swear! Hope I'll be able to go school tomorrow? Laughs, Or not schooling alrdy? Ha-ha, Got to think thru urhcxz -.- Wake me up lo! ;') Hope tomorrow will be a better day than yesterday, Laughs. Ciao, No matter what's happening, I got to smile :D

2010-02-26T20:26:00.008+08:00

I'm back!!! :-) Sinced loonged I've blogged, &&' Mia-ed :/ I've got nothing to blog actually.English &Chinese with flying colours -.-, Diao. Let's see the others subject huh :'). Srsly, I burned midnight oil. Sleep less also fail-.- Have to buck up alrdy uh :'( Will my life get back? Sigh, Drinking &Puffing is all I wantto prevent now, Cos someone don't like :x But fell in love with WinnerMenthol!!! Very high deh lor! LOL, I'm going gym tmr >.< &&' Now having rashes! Hope tmr oke liao neh.. Kinda addicted to Audition leh, Later maybe gaming with baby, Laughs. Got 2 detention haven't serve yet, :(. Hope Monday, Baby's going with me norhcxz :] Alrights, Anyway. JOELLE &MAHAADHIR name is WANTED here ^-^

DARLING, Belated Happy 1yr2months Anniversary :D

SAYANG, Advanced Happy 1month Anniversary!

Much (L)(L), Muacks!

2010-02-13T22:57:00.009+08:00

Hey, Im back :') Ilove that dress :( But it cost 127$$ ley! Never buy, Sigh. Happynewyear peoples ^.^ Days grew better with his presence. Laughs, Today wokeup, Tuitioned. Meetup with Eldrin, Bought PrepaidCard &&'Topup card, Extra number ah ;D Thenthen meet up with Suhailah, Thanks darling. Using that number to text him, Cos he's @ malaysia. &&' Now ppd is low alrdy :'( Idk how to survive next week, Sigh. He too ;D He said himself :O I hope he's for real :[ Wentto grandma house @ night, For reniuon dinner. Then wentto ChinaTown to tatoo my arm with Dolphin & Leg with Female &Male :P But lasting for 2weeks only :[ Going pray later, Tmr going Father side, Monday going mother side, Tuesday all coming my house :)) HUHU, Ciao! -He said he love me, Happy but sad cos he's @ Malaysia &&' won't be going school next week :(- -I miss you, 35847. Quick come back alrights :) My love deepened for you, Sigh. You're so sweet, Not like you ;PpPp-

2010-02-08T17:34:00.003+08:00

Back to blogging, Laughs :-) Anyway, Didn't manage to slack around the past week &'This week I guess. Tmr got Geography test, Wednesday got Emaths &Physics test, Thursday got Amaths test. &The rest day is only Friday-.- I hope so, Lol. Drifted from manymany of them, Except for my classmates I think. Lols, Had been sleeping during Maths classes all the time, &&' Today's the worst day ever! 7Periods of AMaths! Can DIE sey! ChineseNewYear's around deh corner &; I still haven't buy clothings yet :'( Wish me luck mancxz, Laughs. Gonna study naocxz, I don't wantto fail for my tests, Pray god :] Ciao,
As what I said, It's easy to fall in love, But difficult to let go. Stop giving my false hope when you ain't feeling the same for me, It hurts loads. You won't know how much it hurts, Give up or not? You're hunting me. I'm scared of you, I'm happy when you care &noticed me. But sad when you don't give a damn :')

2010-01-28T19:50:00.005+08:00

Hah! It's like for soso loong I've not been blogging? *Like real* Laughs, Had been @ home for past few days. Yeah, Being a goodgirl &Study at home :-) Wokeup, Meet Parry early in the morning. Cos Suhailah's late &I can't possibly stay @ home. Alvin's brother drove us to school @7;10. It's like, Forsure late de rightscxz? But heng bodoh! Struggler^.^ His brother use nitro sey! Speeding soso fun, Lols. Studied, Amaths test today. I did smth veryvery paisey, Test got 4qn in total. Then the 1st question idk how to do, When I know the solution. Teacher say "Pens down!!" &It's like ?!?!?! I shouted like toot mancxz :S, Sigh. I this time maybe will fail :-( Somemore this is counted in CA1 sia! *Worrieds, Trianed home with Navin > Meet AdelineDEAR &co. Slacked till 7;15 and homed :-) Like happyhappy with them today. I guess I not doing homework ler, Stomachcramp like toot! Sigh, Now going to bathe, Then calling AdelineDEAR :) (L)(L) her manymany, Muuacks.

2010-01-24T03:41:00.006+08:00

Mood : H E A R T B R E A K

I already told you everything I wanted to say, But I don't know why, I still have a feeling of regret.
Perhaps, The situation didn't turn out the way I had expected. So we wouldn't know, that love would end in beautiful memories.
Or that after you're reunited you lose what you had originally anticipated. But no matter what, In the end, Having something to look forward is something beautiful.

I'm not trying to return to the past, I want to thoroughly forget about the past.
I want to re-experience everything that you and I had come.
And then bury everything in the past. Bury me and you of that time.
Bury it in the deepest part of my heart, So deep that I wouldn't even know where it is.

I know you don't want to see me, And I won't let you see me. I won't bother you. Just let me catch a glance of you, Quietly. Would be enough.

Ask me why do I never get mad at you? I never knew how to get mad at you.

If I wanted to get mad, I'd probably only be mad at myself. Of me to love you, I thought that one day you'd understand that.

I'm actually very jealous of her. So jealous that so many times I wanted to just slap her. But I'm even more angry, that I didn't even have the courage to make the move.

In front of you, I'm just no one. So I can't get mad at you.

You want me to give up on you? All these while, I've given up on all sorts of things.

The only one I haven't, Is you. You want me to give up on you, You can just easily say those words.

But do you know how difficult it is for me when you say that? Don't say anything, I understand..

When I heard that he is really happy, I should be happy for him.
But why do I feel like I'm so upset?
Why weren't he and I the ones having that kind of ordinary happiness together?
Why wasn't I the one that was by his side?
You were right, I'm the one that can't accept the truth.

I thought that knowing he's happy, that I'd be happy for him. And I also thought that after all these while, I'd be prepare to lose him.
But how come, When I found out that he will not be showing up in my life again,
When I found out that he has somesome he loves, with a wonderful girlfriend,
My heart ache so much? I feel like I'm really losing him.
What do I do?... Fate made me lose you, I believe it will return me back one.

RANDOM :)

2010-01-21T00:00:00.000+08:00

Can't imagine if one day I went into Girls home, Is like.. Omfg. Laughs, Yeah. Blogging again, Or perhaps it will be the last post before I go mia? Schooling was fine, Is like P.E. I finally ran?! I swear, One more time &I sure will say her le. Srsly, I dont wantto have any problems. I wantto study &That's all. :-) Yeah, Is like, JunQing so nincompoop! Laughs, After school met Melvin @ Lot1. See bag > Ate > YewTee mac > Study. Then meet AdelineDear &Slacked. Somethings happened, Then don't know what police de, x.x I swear. I don't wantto see these kinda things anymore. Cos it seriously hurts me seeing dear being hurt. Sigh, You must really takecare yourself eh. I feel so helpless, Homed @ 11pm. Not sleeping today I guess. Cause Suhailah &Alvin tmr meeting @ 5.45-.- Buaibaicxz. To him: Yes, I found out everything &All the truth already. Thank you boy, Youre the greatest guy I'd been wih :-) Ha-ha! You takecare yourself, Farewell. Love you no more, Miss you no more. I hate you.

2010-01-20T22:12:00.004+08:00

Me &ChuYun. She's my bestie alrights. Everytime I cry or sad in school, She will cheer me up deh. &Emmanuel, JunQing too. Laughs, I slept in school for the whole day again. I hate this attitude in school uh. Anyway, Im always tired in school &I don't know why too. After school, Bused to meet Parry &Melvin. Studied till 9pm @Mac. I swear I did study kay! Dont believe ask them, ^.^ First time got mood to study leys, Like duh! :D. Ate dinner @ Foodcourt, Yeah. Tmr after school will be meeting Melvin @Lot1. To see bags @ Zinc, Not buying yet. I want a white colour bag :-( Fyi, Someone got moustache! *Not tell who isit.* Cos hor, If I tell, Tmr I get punched by him. Laughs, Yeah. Things getting back to normal I hope so :-) To him: Now, I hate you alot. Real load, I hate die you, I swear. I love you no more, I miss you no more :-)

2010-01-19T19:40:00.010+08:00

I miss me old hairstyle :-( Sigh, Saw Melvin with my spec? Laughs, Yeah. Today schooling sucks. I did my homework on the way to school only -.- 1stPeriod slept all the way to 330pm. Having Flu, Headpain, Throat infection. Tuupid sey. I learnt nothing @ all, Machiam didn't go school like that x.x After school, Bused to PolyClinic to meet Parry &Melvin. Tagged along with Adrian. Saw Shamus @ YewTee. Laughs, Slacked @ Mac till 630pm &Homed. Head hurts alotalot, Should I go school tmr? Sigh, Yeah. Manymany things happened. I've drifted from many people, I don't wish too. I will pull back one day when everythings fine for me :-) I'm sorry, Cos Idk how to care alrdy. I dont want any sacrifices anymore. Yeah, Days went pass, Your presence are flying out of my mind. Huhus, It's 2am plus alrdy. Shall sleep naocxz, Buaibaicxz! Muaacks,

2010-01-18T00:29:00.000+08:00

Yeah, Back to post. Shall make a fast one, Because Im tired alrdy :-(Schooling was okay, Sigh. Emannuel going pangsey me again hor?! After school slacked with Darl &co. 3;30 everyone went back. As usual, Me &Alvin waited for her to end her dance x.x Then bused to cck to meet Parry, And YewTee to meet Melvin. *Saw 595 on the way, Which srsly hurt me alot.* Yeah, Saw Julius halfway thru. Went up to Melvin house for toilet :S, Too urgent leh. Laughs, Julius: Smell pigu de! Jkjk, Haha. Homed @ 9pm. Helped Elvis with his work &Didn't do mine. You great uh x,x! Forsure I'm getting a scold from teacher, Buaibaicxz!

Seeing you makes me happy, But @ the same time sad. If one day, I saw you on street. I'll take it as idk you anymore, From strangers > friends > couple > ??. Happy that I can forget you, But sad that we can be friends anymore?

2010-01-17T22:10:00.012+08:00

Current mood : Sad, Miserable, Cry.

Listening to: "I knew I loved you"

Yeah, Im back @Blogging &Plurk. Will keep it updated alrights :-) I (L) the first peekture. Geez, Yeah, Wentto grandparents house @ Yishun. Met up with FuXiang. Laughs, Mac &Back to grandparents house to sleep, Canwhored with cousin de Yoshi &PoohBear ^.^ Yeah, Skipped my dinner. No mood &Homed. Talked to Parry (Private de things) &Melvin on msn. I think I'll be meeting them tmr @ YewTee mac. Yes, Friends come &go. People do change, So we've to just accept it. I wantto get my hyper &cheerful me. I wantto get back with my malay friends! Tmr slacking with them, I hope so. Tmr will be a better day Clarabelle :-) I swear I will cry tmr!

To him: I srsly don't wantto hear anything bout you from others, Bcause its just stabbing more deep into my heart. &Idk whether it's true anot, I wantto hear from you. To let me know what happening all this while. Idon'tknow why I will suddenly (L)(L) die you so much. But I didn't cherished it when I'm with you. You're hunting me, My life sucks because of you. &I'm trying hard to get myself up alone. Sigh, I got nothing to say alrdy. Cos Idk if you read my post not. I got friends that asked if it's you, Wtf-.- Dragging me down even more.

MIA-ing soon, Contacting DARL, DEAR, Parry, Melvin &Elvis only :-) (Blog will be still updated)

2010-01-16T00:15:00.000+08:00

Back to blogging again :-) Yeah, Had tuition in the morning, After that wentto find Brother to get home key x.x Didn't take mine, Reached home > Take Ezlink &Wentto find Mummy @ Lot1. Had KFC with her. Ha-ha! Then wentto shopping, Bused home &SuhailahDARL came to my house to wait for my mummy. Then off to NTUC shopping! ^.^ Bought 1BlackPoloTee. Happy till crazy :D, Slacked with DARL @ Icon there, Camwhored, Sadden. &Home. Watched movie @Lot1, 9pm. Forget what show le, But that show super funny uh! Laughs. Ended @11pm > Mac &Homed. Yeah, Just realised tmr it's me &DARL de 1year1month de aniversary, Muacks!

You killed me, Killed me to death. My heart's dead, Im always lose to love, Serious. I hate it, I may appear happy. But what's the real in my heart? Tearing for you? Is it worth? Trying real hard to stand back for my loves one. Goodbye, 还有好多话没对你说，只怪我笨的可以。是你让我相信两颗心在一起，现在你离开我了。

2010-01-15T21:50:00.003+08:00

Thats Luqman!!! Hohos,

Cried myself to sleep last night, &Wokeup @ 3plus to shower. Yeah, Mummy walked me to mrt in the morning. Meet Darling &Alvin. Cried, School total scuks for me. Wasn't in the mood in studying. Didn't do my homeworks &Didn't bring my textbooks &files. Cried in school, Craved in school. Emo-ed in school, Like a dead person in school. I hate it, Srsly. Thanks Emmanuel, Ha-ha! Sitting beside you make me laugh my ass out alrights :-). After school wentto take puffs, I used it to draw. Creative orhs ^.^ Joined Darling &co. to slack. Had laughters &Slowly me crying again. Friends said my face looked abit drunk -.- Waited for Darling, Yeah. From 10++Peepos slacking to 4Peepos slacking. Me, Alvin, Helmy &Luqman. Waited for Darling to end dance. She say end @ 5;30. Ended up 6;30-.- We went first norhs, Sigh. Then wentto find Dear awhile &Meet Darling below her house. I cried alot srsly.. Sigh. Visited those place me &him spent time together de place &Went home. Yeah, Not gonna think bout him after today :-) I will try my best. 595, Ihateyou. You timer, Enjoy timing others. Buaibaicxz,

Do I look like a toy to you boys? :-) Ohwell, I seriously don't feel sorry for yesterday anymore. I'd listened to Dear &Parry alrdy. I hate you guys playing with girls love. But don't play me anymore, Because I'd enough of it. I tortured enough alrdy, To 4get those times we spent together. You're the last one, I beileved you soo stupidly. Because of your smile &Your innocent face. All I can blame is myself to be so trusted in you. I hope I won't be so idiot anymore.

2010-01-12T23:52:00.005+08:00

Halo peepos! Geez, have not been blogging for quit sometime. Ha-ha! Alvin was late today, So Suhailah &Me decided to wait for him &Have mac for breakfast. Laughs, Then reached school bout 9++am, Wentto dc and called parents-.- Idontcare~ Laughs. Schooling was okay nurhs. Had detention till 3++pm, &Parry msg me. Say that he was out!! I'm like soso happy can? Omfg, Cab back to YewTee as it's raining &My leg's hurting)-: Then after that wentto meet friend. And met AdelineDEAR @ her block below thnthn off to Limbang. Meet Parry there!!! Yeps, slacked till 8pm &They sent me home :-) Thanks closest ^.^ I'd great fun &Laughters with you guys. Sigh, You must be sleeping nao boy, I dont want you to get into troubles anymore. SweetDreams :-) PS: Will be updating PriavteBlog, &' Less open blog. Ha-ha!

2010-01-07T21:23:00.004+08:00

Me, Alvin and Suhailah. Camwhore :)

Me and Chuyun, Camwhore.

Peektures taken today and past few days bahs. Idk uh, Will blog when I only have peektures as I said :) Yep, Im soon going to be a nerd @ school ;D I swear. Schooling was okay, Being dragged by Faye to go for Cca D; Sigh. Then went back to YewTee with her. Haha! She told me manymany things bout Elvis hor, Geez. Yeah, Wentto find Dear &'co. She's going to study ler!! Omfg, So happy for her nahs :-) Hope we wont drift Ahdear. Then WeiJie &Jasper sent me home, AhDear not feeling well )-: Sigh, Tmr schooling again, Hatecxz! Tmr got Cca night, Should I go? I want take mre peektures! Rahcxz, Will I change back? ... Thinking. Farewell peepos,

2010-01-04T21:45:00.005+08:00

Me and ChuYun. Me and SitiHawa.

ME, HsinChen, SitiHawa, Najihah, Hamidah &ChuYun :)

Camwhored, ME and Alvin &Suhailah :)

Me &AhDEAR ;DD

Hihi peepos! Hoho, Today was the first day of school nahs :). Things was going well as I didn't expected, Camwhored with the girls in toilet. School ended @ 2;30pm. Sigh, I don't think I will slack as like last time le sia :-( Plus ACT, End @ 3;30pm. Wah! Siao de hor x.x Today, No teaching. My class is super de quiet, Sigh. I wantto change to 3E2 de can, Awww. Yeah, Ended school, Meet Suhailah &Alvin. Then wentto carpark slack awhile, &Trained to Lot1 library to meet AhDear camwhored a few pictures. Then bused to Limbang park with Suhailah &Alvin. Camwhored there as you can see, :-) Then accompanied Alvin cut hair &Homed. Tmr will be me &AhDEAR de 1st Month, Hope I can meet her :'( Parry, 8More days.

2010-01-01T00:16:00.006+08:00

Me, Alvin &DARLING.

Me &Alvin. Me &DARLING :)

Me with MalboroIceBlast. I didn't smoke alrights -.-

HappyNewYear peepos! Yeah, My countdown was very sucky, Every year -.- Expected lah :-) I stayed @ home, &Use comp-.- Was on the phone with DEAR &WeiJie, Thenthen. AdelineDEAR fell asleep. &So, Her sister came to talk to us. Conversation was funny, scary &So on. Texting Elvis @ the same time, To keep me awake. But still slept @ 7am I guess. Pig rightcxz?! Ha-ha :-) Called Alvin &Meetup with him @YewTee. I was late 30mins :-( Ate XiaoLongBao! (L)(L), But expensive laaas. Slacked @ Limbang. Meet with DARLING &DEAR. Wanted to take peekture with Ahdear de lorvcxzc :-(6;30pm homed for dinner &Out to meet DEAR &Alvin. &So, AhDear de friends +WeiJie came. Homed @ 10pm. Lazy type ler, No energy :-( I want a SonyEricsson phone fast laaaa! @.@ 2More days tuuu school reopen. Geez, I promise not to touch cigg anymore :-) Parry, 12mre days. I want a MP3, Got Speaker de! ):

2009-12-31T13:07:00.006+08:00

Me, AdelineDEAR &WeiJie :)

Me and WeiJie, Lol.

HOHO! YunKuan, Melissa and Me :D! PrimarySchool get back,

1stPic: John& Me, 2ndPic: Terry &Me.

1stPic: Bavani &Me, 2ndPic: Najihah& Me. :)

1stPic: Jorene &Me, 2ndPic: 2E4 getting back together :)

First 3 peektures taken previous day :) When WeiMing wentto cut his hair, Lol.
Yesterday, Wokeup @9.30. Was suppose to meet Melissa @ 9.40 de x.x Ended up meeting her @ 10. Trained to Lot1mrt to meet 2E4ians. Waited 1hour for everyone to reach -.- The girls are fedup alrdy, Lol. Then camwhored with them, Haha! :D, Yeah. Settled on where they are going &Im offed to Lot1 shopping with Melissa, Didn't wentto Class gathering @Ecp. Hope you guys did enjoyed yourself :) Saw YunKuan on the way, Hah! After shopping, Bused to YewTee. Met WeiJie &Jasper on bus. Then ate at S11, Walked home to take tuition homework and meet Dear &co. @Limbang. Slacked > Walked to YewTee to meet WeiMing &Im off to Tuition, Lol. Wentto meet Melissa after tuition >Wrapped present > Off to Dear's BBQ, Ate abit only x.x Halfway thru, Me and WeiJie &co. walked to Limbang to buy beer, Then sent Jasper and Debbie to Mrt, And went carpark drinking. Lol, After that return to stagmont. Shall skip this part, Thn I couldn't walk anymore x.x Dear &co. came to find me and carry me back, Thanks alot ppl ;D! WeiJie &Co. sent me back,Homed @ arnd 1am I guess. Lol, &I slept alrdy. Guess today Im Not going out, Im sick. Gotta rest, Bye Peepos ;) Anyway, There's a CONDO name "Carabelle" @ Clementi area can someone buy for CLARABELLE? Hahahha :DD! Elvis, I know you will buy for me! LOL,
PS: I can't wait for school reopen! Slacking with DARLING &co. More peektures when Im back, Haha! But keep your comments tuu yourself alrights :-)

2009-12-26T20:26:00.004+08:00

Peektures of me &DARL &Alvin ^.^ I look F.ugly in those pics. Met Darling @ 11am, Trained to Bugis. It's like veryy de loong lorcxz x.x Waited for Alvin. HOHO, We bought FriendshipBand nahs. On our leggy. Shopped for clothing, Bought 2Shorts and 2Shirt and 1Purse. Bought tickets to watch Alvin &The Chipmunks @3pm. After that headed tuu MAC 4 lunchee! Geez, Almost late for the movie. Ha-ha! Quite nice uh, Halfway thru went out with Alvin to buy My GreenTea ;DD Hurhur. &&Back to the theatre, Nice show. You guys should go catch that show, Lol. Movie ended and we took Neoprints. Very de buang 有没有? Headed to Lot1 to pass YunKuan 20Bucks, I owed her. Accompanied Darl to buy her school shoes. And bused to YewTee to bank in $$. Sigh, I think I dropped 30$$ during shopping time, How careless is Clarabelle mancxz! :( Kinda heartpain de can, Byebye! :-) Tired nao, Spent 100++$$ tuuday :-(

2009-12-25T02:35:00.004+08:00

Out to pool with AdelineDEAR that time :)

1stPic: 2YearsOld BabyCousin. 2ndPic: My Brother! Lol,

MY FINAL ARTPIECE!!

HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE :DD! Yeah, Just finished bathing and blogging bout today. Ha-ha! Work half day today, Got my pay le. 600$$ nahs-.- Not working anymore! Woohoo! After that, Stayed @ Home and slept. Skipped my lunch, Cos if I eat my lunch. Later dinner will eat less one. ;PpPpP Woke up by daddy, Rushed to get ready and then droved to Marina there to have buffet with Daddy's Company. 12Adults(Including 12 &Above), 4Children and 1baby. Geez, Eat and laugh till 9pm :) Then walked to Kbox there, Sang till all the glasses break. Tomolo de news gonna say that glasses pricing had been raised! Hoho, Wentto the gift catcher with brother and saw Doreamon. Spent 20bucks catching it for AhDear, But failed ); Sigh. Drank half jug of beer, Till cheek very red. Got scolding from daddy, Ha-ha! Thenthen, Kbox CountDown for Christmas! Me &Brother play till crazy norhxzc, ^.^ Continued singing till 1am then homed. AhDear cried, And was on the phone with her just nao. With WeiJie, Hope she feels better girl :-) Heads hurting caused of the beer lah! Shall sleep nao, Hope santa will bring me I BIGBIG Pikachu or any pinky staff when I wakeup. And a sweetest dream! Muuacks peepos,

2009-12-23T23:23:00.006+08:00

Me &' Nadiah :)

Camwhoring myself, Cos very bored hor DARLING? ;D No need comments :)

Playing with the things there, &&' Doing homework :D

Lastly, We 3 Tying the same hairstyle, I look Idiot x.x

Okayokay! Have not been blogging, B'cause I've not been going out &Taking pictures, Ha-ha:) Yeah, Wokeup by DARLING's call. Washedup, And meet her. Meet Nadiah @Bp Kfc, Walked to school to help out with DARLING's Chingay thingy, Sigh. Took peektures, Cos bored uh. Very less peekture with DARLING, As we'd a bad hair day ); You know, Ha-ha! I got one pic with DARLING, She's like a 5Little year old kiddo ;PpPpPp! Somehow, After that trained to YewTee. Ate > Tuition > Meet DARLING > Collect spec& Laughters(Cos my spec broke again!) > Home > Dinner-ed> &&' Out to Meet AdelineDEAR &co. to slack ^.^ Very happy today, &&'Know what?! Im being kissed by Niknoi, She's scary :s Jkjk :DD As I said, I love slacking with DEAR &DARLING, Cos their the best peepos in the world! (4 me only laaa) ;D AdelineDEAR sent me home @10;30am. DEAR, You helped me in alot &&' Idk how to repay ni, (L)(L)manymany to you :) Still thinking bout 30thDec, Should I join AdelineDEAR for BBQ or class gathering? ): How I wish I'm in two pieces D;

2009-12-17T00:19:00.000+08:00

AdelineDEAR, WeiJie, WeiMing, ME, &Don't know who. (psps)

WeiJie, Jasper, Don't know who &WeiMing,

1stPic: WeiJie, Jasper &WeiMing. 2nd Pic: ME &BirthdayBoyBoy :D

Of cos! My AHDEAR &'ME :DD

Last 3Days have been grounded @ home ): Can't even go out, Work &Sleep &Eat is all I do lorcxz. Finally today can come out le :DD Working in the morning, Ate ChickenRice with Jasmine AHYI. & She's talking bout Thomas (Her Husband) &Her, Which makes us luagh like no one's bussiness lorcxz, Soso funny. Mummy drove me back after work. Ate @ home and AdelineDEAR &co. come find me at Limbang cos I was with Mummy &Granny, Geez. Thanks peepos! Hehheh! Wentto Adeline house &Slacked. Then off to celebrate WeiMing's Birthday, His actual one is yesterday hurhur, ): Played with the SnowSprayCan, The girls bullied the boys on the grass :DD &Thn smashed the cake onto WeiMing's Face! HOHO, Accompanied AdelineDEAR homed to shower. Then recieved WeiJie's call > Police came for screening > AhDear went down but not me ):, Which makes me feel guilty urhcxz, Sigh. Cos she don't want me to get into trouble ): B'cause passerbys thot that we're fighting, LOL. Ha-ha, Wentto YewTee to have HokkienMee ^.^ &&' AdelineDEAR &co. sent me home @11pm ;) Thanks dear.

DARLING, 5th Month Anniversary.

To you: Darl, Really sorry today can't make it to meet you ): Sigh, Yeah! We're forsure going out shopping with YunKuan to shop for Pinky Stuffs oke? After I get my pay :D Promised already, Geez. ^.^ You're like my twin, You understand and love me more than a boyf does. You wiped my tears after a heart break > Boys just leave us once they get sick of us. You held my hand and never think of letting it go > Boys just let go when they feel like it. You take minutes to reply my calls/msges > Boys take forever. You don't comment on looks > Boys do. I hope you'll deeply know how glad I am to have you standing right next to me, Love you Darl. (L)(L)

2009-12-13T22:15:00.005+08:00

AdelineDEAR, ME &WeiJie :D

WeiJie, AdelineDEAR, ME &Parry.

Me &Parry :D

AdelineDEAR &ME :D

Geeez!! :D:D Reborned my hair &Nao it's like.. Forget it uh. Ha-ha:) Anyway, Today's a fun day, HOHO! Wokeup by AdelineDEAR's msg, Got ready &Out to meet DEAR, Parry &WeiMing @ BlueShelter. Parry bought a PoohBear for me! Thanks alot KorKor ;) Slacked and trained to CausewayPoint to watch "NewMoon" Hehheh, First time watching movie with them ^.^ AdelineDEAR &Parry kup money & bought me my favourite Pikachu! It's like.. Omg, 不好意思 actually *Shys* Ate FriedRice &Meet WeiJie there. Bused down to Timah Plaza &Pooled. Then cabbed home, Cos Mummy&Daddys scolding ): AdelineDEAR &WeiJie paid. Thanks alot guys, (L)(L) manymany. Muuaackcxz! Hurhur, They both sent me home @9pm. Sorry Parry, Never wait for you): Sigh, Gonna wait for you to be out alrights, Hope you enjoyed your day like I do :PpPpPpPp. Head pain, Shall go &Rest naocxz, Byee Peepos ;)

2009-12-11T01:39:00.002+08:00

You should know who they are :DD!

Geez.. I(L)(L)them alot bodoh!

Sharon &SuhailahDARLING &ME!

ME &WeiJie &AdelineDEAR.

AdelineDEAR &ME! :D

1stPic: I dontknow who &ME:) 2ndPic: ME &Halim :)

ME &SuhailahDARLING :)

HOHO,! Blogged today b'cause today is a happy day ^.^ Ringed SuhailahDARLING @7am. Wokeup @8pm and changed to uniform and waited for SuhailahDARLING @her house below, It's her birthday &Parry's one too :B HAPPY'BIRTHDAY eh :-) Trained to school for you know. Fliming thingy, Took photos with celebrities &&' Im like super happy?! Woohoo, Camwhored with Fajarians too. You can see up there :] Had lunch @Kfc. Don't know what PepperChicken tihngy de, Super duper hot leh D; Fliming ended @4plus. You guys gotta watch that show alr! Nice I tell you, Next year arnd March on ChannelU :) Forgotten to remove my black nails lo x,x Bused back with SuhailahDARLING to Limbang, Slacked there awhile &&Wentto find AdelineDEAR &co. and to meet JiaHao till 10plus &Hsh, Grandparents staying in room, &I'm at my brother's room, On the phone with Adeline &co. Very funny, Laughing on the phone nao :DD Sigh, Parry's going in to sit for one month )': Very shag bout it, &'Wanna cry uh! Well, we'll wait for you to come out de, Miss you alot eh! Gonna enjoy ourselves tmr alrights! :}

2009-12-10T01:08:00.000+08:00

Heeyyo peepos :-) Yep, Im back to blogging again ^.^ Yep, Working as asual. Super tired urhcxz! )': Not going work tmr, Cos going school for some events lah, Geez. After work, Meet SuhailahDARLING to gym! On the way that time, Wentto find AdelineDEAR to talk x) HOHO, Sweat alot in gym cancxz x,x Yep, Camwhored with her in the toilet. *RolledEyes* ;DD Hurhurls, My camera sucks to core uh! Hate it bodoh, Changing back to SonyEricsson soon. Gym-ed &&' walked to YewTeePoint to buy my AlarmClock &Kfc, Then sent her back :] Rushed to 785 to meet Willy &co. Then celebrated Parry's birthday > AdelineDEAR &co. sent me homed @11pm. (L)(L) them manymany mancxz, Esp dear ;) Gonna call her nao, Toooodles! Geez,

2009-12-09T01:17:00.004+08:00

7December,Monday.
Work as usual ): Finding that working is taking up alot of time alrdy, Should I quit? Sigh. Daddy bought me LG Viewty de phone :D It's a pink one, Damn happy lah! But I like suddenly regretted lorcxz ): After work wentto meet AdelineDEAR &co. HOHO, She bought me a pink watch, She herself have a black one. Hehheh, I kept pressing the light lo ^O^ Geez, Hor ahdear. Lan @Limbang, Me &AdelineDEAR was sitting beside each other. But still talking to each other on msn, Laughters please :D Hsh @ 11pm. Adeline &co. sent me home, Ain't they good? :D Then on phoned with them till 4am++ if I'm not wrong. Geez :DD,

8December,Tuesday.
Nothing much actually. After work went home le:) Decided not to go out for once, being a goodgirl @home. Was watching 海派甜心 on youtube which makes me shag uh. Thot of lots of things in the past mancxz, Sigh. Cried thou, But its nice to watch lahs :) Anyway. On phoned with Adeline &co. Till 2am++ &&' they decided to meet up to ton, So I went to sleep. Geez ^.^ Have been with them quite lately.

9December, Wednesday.

Blogged b'cause DARLING &DEAR want me to :D They say it's dead, So blogged. Ha-ha! Laughs, Not working today. Wokeup @3pm *Which is like super late?* Got many calls &msges uh, Okokay. Got ready &Went down to icon to buy 2cupnoodles. Pig right? I know, Gonna go gym with Jorene soon, Had not been going gym for this Nov &Dec canxcz?! )': Tuition @4.15 &Went down to meet Parry :D Walked to Lot1 to buy birthday present &Adeline de Doremon ;DD Broke nao uh, Hope to get my pay real soon! Then bused back to meet Adeline &co. Slacked till 8pm &They sent me back :DD Couldn't slack any longer, Cos have to go home cleaned up my room, Sigh. Nao my room is quite empty ): This friday Im going to change to my brother room &My room will be occupied by Grandparents +A maid. But then! After they go back to their own house, Im gonna paint my room PINK! I swear :) Toooodles peepos! Waiting for ahdear to go home &Talk on phone, HOHO. Work again tmr):

How I wish you would talk to me again. How I wish you would meet up with me again. How I wish you would say Iloveyou to me again. How I wish you would view my blog everyday to see that I'm fine. I wished for many things still, But it's not going to come true anymore, I'm tearing for a guy who is not worth for me to tear.

2009-12-05T01:11:00.000+08:00

3December, Thursday.

Nothing special actually J Wentto work as usual, Went home myself by train &Of course I'm uber unfamilar with where I am lorcxz! Sighsigh, Bought MAC home to eat. Then met up with Shamus &Parry &Off to Alvina's house with Zhy. 9pm back to find AdelineDEARDEAR &co. Slacked thr &Homed @11pm. Parry sent me home J HOHO, ^O^ Slept @3am &Mummy caught me being awake )':

4December, Friday.

Wokeup early myself, Cause if I couldn't wakeup. I can't go out @night. Slept in Daddy's Office, Super tired uh! I work till my head dropped onto the table, Sacarstic right? Argh. Trained to Jurong &Waited for JiaZheng &FuXiang. Was quite fed-up @ that time urh. &I saw WenJie! Omg mancxz ;DD So loong no see him leh, Hehheh. Trained back to YewTee &Tuition till 8;45. Met AdelineDEARDEAR &co. again. Homed @11pm. Almost got hit by car lorcxz, -'-.

5December, Saturday.

Wokeup @10plusplus, Was supposed to watch 11;30am de NewMoon with SuhailahDARLING &YunKuanSweety. Couldn't make it, So dragged till 4;30pm uh! Sorry Sweety for waiting for us. Got ready &Waited for Darling till I hungry &pekchek alrdy. Met Parry &Adeline @YewTee. &Darling told me she was ready-.- Bused to Lot1 with her &Left Parry alone. Sorry brother ;'( Bought tickets, Lent 10$$ from Sweety again, Sigh. Then wentto eat BeefNoodles, It's like.. Kanasai bodoh-.- Pukes, Last minute wentto buy Mentos, Cos I need it badly. Off to watch "NewMoon" ;DD Darling called me silly -,- Cos why? I kept asking question in the movie. Lol, You guys should go &Watch "NewMoon" mancxz, You'll (L)(L) it alrights! When seeing Edward &Bella kissing, How much Edward love &sacrificed for Bella, &Kept thinking bout memories uh. Sigh,. Only if I could turn back the time nao. Anyway, After that wentto Limbang to slack with Darling, HOHO. Sent her home &Meet up with Parry &Melvin. Then AdelineDEARDEAR&co. Then Zhy &Alvina, Homed @11pm &Deardear sent me home :D:D Clarabelle &Adeline 051209 Offically became mydear ;) On the phone with her nao J12mre days to me &SuhailahDARLING de.. xDD Shhh!

2009-12-02T23:53:00.007+08:00

LG Viewty, KU990i.
Can someone get it for me?! I want it BADLY! D':

如果叫我在去爱你多一次，我不会去爱。

No need comments from you, Lol. Sigh, Blogged b'cause SuhailahDARLING asked me to, Loves. Gonna watch NewMoon with her. Hope she get her $$ soon x.x &'Now, After talking to DARLING on msn. I feel that I'm getting more noob lorcxz :@ Sigh, Must take out memory card insert into computer to update :] My life is getting better, I'm missing Kenny less now, Oops.. Did I said something wrong? 是我想太多，现在知道了。那些事情好像是个梦，我终于选择了放弃:) Thanks to those who keep asking me out &'Joke/ Di-Siao me, To keep me alive and not dead ;D Yesterday, Wentto work again. Super tired lah cancxz?! 3;30-5pm tumbled over thr alrdy. Couldn't work much anymore-.- Daddy drove me home (Even slept in the car) , Dinnered. Trained down to find JiaZheng &co. Cos he say I will put aeroplane again o.o Plaza > Drinked > Pending > Slack > Played DaiDi, Didn't talk much. B'cause v tired ler. Then JiaZheng sent me to Lrt :) Homed @10;30pm. Watched 海派甜心 till slept, Cos I ate sleeping pils *for the sake of eating* LOLOL ^.^ Today, Couldn't wakeup. Spammed call by JiaZheng. Almost boomed him, Cause I couldn't wakup )': Washed-up &'Down to find him. Slacked and then FuXiang came. Left Pending @3;15pm. Sorry, Pangsey ler. Tuitioned @YewTee CC. Was supposed to meet Willy de, He put aeroplane on me! Nevermind. Met Parry &Melvin. MAC for dinner! Finally, Woots~ Went down to voideck to find Adeline, WeiJie, WeiMing, Zhy, Alvina &Jess > Slacked till 11pm &Hsh :) Tmr gonna work again :@ S.I.A.N Im lovin' OldChineseSongs :PpPpP

2009-11-30T22:56:00.006+08:00

Mummy &ME.

Brother &ME.

Brother &Mummy &ME.

ME &Mummy &Daddy &Brother.

Rahcxz!! Alot of pictures lahs! I make it into a video alr :) Anyway, These pictures I took looong time to upload it can? Omfg, Love the picture alot uh! Lols, Let me start a proper blogging lahs oke. Yestesday wokeup at 6pm, (Pig right?! Cos Im sick -.-) Thn washed-up &Down to buy ShakerFries, Its like.. I miss eating it lahs o.o Bought it &Went home. Supposed to go down Yishun find family one, But too late alrdy. Dots,.. Soso. Didn't sleep today. JiaZheng &Elvis accompanied me till day. Ha-ha! Went for work, Super boring there mancxz! Slept there, Psp-ed there. Work a little only, Sigh. Supposed to meet JZ after work, But body is not working well. Grounded at home, Till now &Started blogging. Hope tomorrow will be a better day :-) BYEBYE! ( VIDEO WILL BE UP LATER, ON YOUTUBE FIRST ^.^)

2009-11-28T03:06:00.004+08:00

Regrets, I hate the feeling of love-'-.

Hello Earthlings :-) ! Im back with posting but not pictures yet, Sigh. Pictures will be up when I go to my Daddy's office to work. Swear oke! Working per day 40$$, From 8am - 5pm. So gonna meet peepos at night uh :-( Let me start with yesterday postage first.

Yesterday, Supposed to meet JZ one lorcxz! Didn't know it's a public holiday &'Mummy, Daddy is at home. Put aeroplane on JiaZheng, Laughs. Sorry uh, 不是故意的 0.0 Kenny de things postponed to today. Drove down to hospital, Parents visited Granny. Me &'Brother in FoodCourt play DaiDi ^.^ Then trained down to SiMaLu to pray, Brother bought one PSP. Damn, I want my LG Viewty2 D': ! Family gathering at BottleTreeVillage, Dinnered there celebration for PSLE results-.- Ain't feeling well, Didn't eat. Coughcoughcough only, Daddy ate till half sent me to YishunClinic. Ate medicine &'Homed. Rashes came out, Daddy worried. B'cause scared eat wrong medicine can die with my Allergy. Went down to Lot1Clinic to see doctor again, Midnight. Homed &' Rested. Sorry, I spoiled that dinner )':

Today, Morning went to YewTeeClinic see doctor-.- Then went down to Lot1 meet JiaZheng &'Joel. They arcade, Down to meet Parry &Kenny.. (Shall skip this part) Was late for tuition and mummy nagged for loong. I apologise to mummy, Did something bad that makes me feel super guilty. Rushed out of home to meet Willy, Francis &JunWei! JUNWEI ley! LOL, So loong no see him ler. Chatted then bring force to drink down ColdWaterChestnut. Make me feel so cold &coughed alot. Homed @ 11pm. Chatted on phone with JZ, SuperlyDuperly tired sia. Don'tknow what I talked to him thru phone. Kup the phone ler, Going shower that time. I fainted-.- Now having fever &'I've not taken any medicine. Now, You're my bitter-est drug-'-. Isn't that great,! Sigh, Should have listened to Daddy, Stay at home &Rest. Gonna die soon mancxz! If a guy truly love you, He will respect you. You're like the blind man, I'm being soft-hearted to you. Donate $$ to you, Next moment I turned back. I saw you running away, Queuing up to buy food. A leopard will never change it's spot. Catch no balls?

I feel soso guilty bout it, I tried stopping them but I couldn't. I'm sorry, Gonna let go alrdy. Cos people told me somethings which make me wash my brains and see clearly the true side of you. How much I regretted being with you, Trying hard to pick myself back now.

2009-11-26T02:57:00.002+08:00

I need HappyPills,.

Ha-ha! I'm back from BeiJing &I'm missing there loads, I don't even wantto come back to Singapore-.- Many things happened isn't it? Hoho! WaitWait!! Pictures in BeiJing will be uploaded as soon as I got those pictures from Daddy x,x Anyway, LimJiaZheng! Thanks alot tau! Scared I come back Singapore never recieve ***** msg I will sad, Then spammed me 40++msges^.^ Indeed I didn't recieved any of his. Sigh, Reached Singapore yesterday night 10pm. Chatted on phone with JZ, Then morning meet him at Pending Lrt, Slacked thr &He trained down with me back to YewTee. Cos brother take PSLE results, Ha-ha! Cousin's top scholar in ChongFuPrimary ley!, 270 MaiKaySiao. Brother got 258, Hoho! Congrates to them urhks :-) Meet Darling outside school, Cos she misses me :DD Hah! Trained down to DhobyGhaut with JiaZheng to KKHospital * Skipskip, Shan't explain muchhy* Thenthen down to Bugis to meet with his other friends. Freaking boring, But at least he never ps me *WideSmiles &Twist* Kinda moodswing there, Left town around 6pm++. Fuck kan, I cried in the bus, Just b'cause of *****-'-. Back to Pending, Slacked till 9pm &They walk me back to Lrt. Ain't he good? :PpPpPpPp Meet Parry at Lot1MAC, then wentto Alvina's house till 11pm and bused home ;-) Sigh, I don't want anything to happen tomollow. You won't be able to touch him, Cos I 100% will sure jiap in one, Sorry Parry.. God-Bless! PrivateBlog updated. You guys gonna see a GoodGirl named Clarabelle starting from next week, A girl who don't smoke, Won't scold bad words &Go for my CCA. Ha-ha-ha! But,! Slacking is a must okay! *Bites* But with GoodCompanies &Not BadCompanies. You know what I mean.. ^v^

Things ain't the same anymore, Your heart's ain't with me anymore. Trust is flickering, I don't know why I still love you. Yeah, I teared enough for you today. You're too clever for everything. Hopeless, Just gonna see you change as you said alright. I will be waiting.. I think :-) My love is still there, But not yours..

2009-11-19T00:04:00.003+08:00

I (L)(L) this peekture alot. Ha-ha, Said I will not be blogging but still blogged. Yeahyeah, I've just blogged in my private blog tau :-)Swear today will be the last post, Cos Im flying off! Start my posting now, Wokeup by Darling's phone call. Sweet right ;DD Be JEALOUS! Washedup &Meet her at YewTeeMRT, then slacked at MAC with Parry. Darling wanna go home, Soso meet Willy &'Wentto Adrian house, B'cause he sprained his leg. Ammeline &'Melvin came later. Went down to GreenCourt to meet DaoHong&'Daniel ++One more guy. Ate at YewTeeFOODCOURT. &'Walked to Stagmont to find don'tknow who. Lols, Hsh after that ;-) Anyway, texting JiaZheng &'JiaHao now. Ha-ha, Their soso caring mancxz ;PpPpP On call with JZ just now, Maybe tmr going down Panjang to find him toocxz! ^v^ Currently addicted to "Swear It All Over Again by Westlife" Ha-ha. Love DARLING mancx!
See what she wrote on her blog ; -I love her muchmuch-
Two days didn't blog due to busying with Dance/Chingay/Slacking, *teeheeeee* Well, tuesdayy met darling in the morning. She's soooooo kind &' she's like my mummy youknow. Met in the morning, accompanied me for so-called lunch, *BanMian:)* & Send me to school, Isn't she soooo sweet. If it's my boyf *if I'm attach lahs* , I'll kiss his forehead & hug him^^ But too bad, sigh. Dance starts @ 1Pm &' ended @ 3Pm. Darling still fetch me just outside the school hall, SHE'S SWEET! *muuuacksmuuuacky for you*. After dance went outside school, Met HafizzFizzi. Darling said she got nothing to do while waiting for me so she called Hafiz out & slackkyyy. So we wentto BukitPanjang Mc slackk:) Slack till diediee since we seriously got nothing to do. Darling's boyf went down to BukitPanjang , * Stop here, Won't be continue:P *. Than @ about 6:45pm reached home :D *Ommmgg*, youknow. I cannot take it la. Darling's soo sweet uhhs): Not les uhs! But , really. Those who were once Darling's boyf, You guys are so stupidddd! To treat a wonderful & caring girlf like her like a come&go girlf!. `REALLY! *Angry face* -

2009-11-17T23:22:00.006+08:00

如果选择爱你，我就不会回头。

Hey! Going to blog about today, Hah(; Slept till 9;10am I think. Spammed called Darling, Stupid PIG ;DD, Waited for her at her house below for HalfAnHour-'-. Trained down to Lot1 to have Breakfast with her, BanMian! She ate soso slow lahs, Didn't finished it in the end. Send her to school &'Met up with YunKuan and JaeHyung. Slacked at Plaza, Then wentto buy cig for Kenny. YunKuan scolded me like !$#!#!#*$)!@ B'cause I took the risk of buying-.- HafizFIZZI came, Not FIZZO okay! Slacked in library then YunKuan pangsey wo )-; Walked to school outside slack &'JaeHyung went back. Waited for Darling to be out from dance, Went to the nearest block to take puffs. Me and FIZZI luhr, Waited for Kenny at PlazaMAC. Ate then he left-.- Puffpuff at carpark. Then went Lot1 to meet Parry, Daddy saw me with him then keep CowBeiCowBu, LOLOL. Make daddy so angry alrdy, Ofcos not going back home what, Later get scoldings. Ha-ha. Meet Willy, Adrian &Their friends at GreenCourt. Had talks with SiMin, Diao-'-. Adrian walked back crippled. So went his house slacked, Say want eat &'Bathe. Ended up slacking at his house with Willy &'Two other unknown. Almost cried at Adrian house, B'cause of Kenny the thing lahs. Sigh, Helpless tau. So scary siolcxz, Walked home at arnd 10pmPlusplus &' Here I am blogging ^.^ Regretted taking puffs mancxz! Now coughing till lungs can drop out, Blood spilling all over. LOL, Anyway, Kenny. GoodLuck to your court thingy, I can't do anything but to pray for you save &'sound alr ;-)Muuacks, Btw, ClassOuting have been cancelled, Cos of some reasons-.- So, It will be held when I come back alr, Sorry guys. Won't be blogging too! Serious this time, Ha-ha :-) Till I'm back from BeiJing *Hope it's not cancelled yet*

2009-11-14T13:47:00.005+08:00

That's 3Superstars :DD

BloodySpec! I'm taking it on Monday:-)

6Drugs, You're My Sweetest Drug.

Sigh, So like. Morning wentto school to buy books, Rahcxz! So heavy, Okneoke. NO Complains alright Calabella ^.^ HOHO, Daddy drove me to do my spectacle. Gonna collect it on Monday I think. Wentto see doctor. BloodyAss kan?! So many medicines to take! Butbut, He's still my sweetest drug :PpPpPpPp Yeah, Perhaps this is really my lasty posty :-)! B'cause I wanna have muchmuch rest, So that I can go BeiJing &ClassOuting, Take pictures thenthen Upload it here :D. Not going turn my life upsidedown again, Proper lifestyle tau :] Having headpains nowcxz, Cos I'm missing him &He's still sleeping / not replying my msges?-.-" Used to it can ler, Yepyep. Going tuition in half an hours time, But my homework ain't done yet. Great right? :-) BYEBYE, MissMe peepos! New songs uploaded into my playlist :} Anyway, PrivateBlog updated. [Edited] After tuition wentto find Willy &Friends slacked till 6pm, Have to go hoome, Don't have $$ ler. B'cause they say we very far. Take bus nearer to my house. Thanks Adrian &One more guy for lending me $$ ;DD. Went home nd out to hospital to visit granny. Ccb lor, Daddy say smth make me so dulan-'-. In the end didn't go up lahs, Sit down there like a idiot. Wait for them till I hungry. A hungry person is a angry person. Was so damn hungry, Soso ate at kopitiam &went home(; [Edited]