I just wanna say thank you for the mermories I had with you, whether its happy or sad, I'm just gonna miss you. Well I guess its goodbyes for now..

It's sad to see your love ones not caring & talking to you anymore when you loved and missed them so much.

You told me that you loved me, why did you leave me to cry in the cold. You swore this time was different, why does that line seem so old. You told me I was the only one, who could make you feel that way. You told me that you cared about me, so why didnt you stay. All the nights you laid with me, alone in the dark in my bed. Now I finally realize, you were just messing with my head. Love is such a powerful word, a word people often misuse. Something they take for granted, something they beat and abuse. My wounds run deep inside me, there's blood all over the place. I think I’ve really lost it this time, I'm ashamed to show my face.
I still remember that brisk and cool day, that day we met and my fears were driven away. Your perfect smile, your joyous laugh, the way your eyes lit up when we talked about the past. We would sit and talk for hours on end about our secrets and our future plans. Our friendship started to grow much more. It became a feeling so strong we could not ignore. You told me, it would be for the best, just wait and see. Fate. You said, has brought you to me. We believed those words, we thought they were true, but I guess they weren't because now we are through. Now your gone and now I see that it was all because of me. I hurt so many, yet cared so much, about the wrong person and felt the wrong touch. I played a game with two hearts, I thought I was strong, I'd never be torn apart. I hope you forgive and I hope that you see,
those feelings I have are smothered inside of me. Someday soon I hope you will find a love that will last you all of time. You deserve the best in everything you do. Maybe someday I will see you, with a smile on your face, hand in hand with somebody new. Until that day comes I will be here, I will be your angel in the light that's so clear. I'll look out for you when you need me the most, I will always be around, I will not let you down. I love you know and I always will, and even though your not mine, my heart holds you still. on earth, For this is surely it.