Do you know how much fear am I having of losing you. How much fear that I'm having of girls taking you away? No you don't . My heart is always hurting as much as I'm dying. I keep reminding myself, you won't be mine. Its just puppy love thats all. It's almost only half a year. Why all this things are happening? And worst is that this year is a crucial year for us. I'm always blaming myself to love you so deep. How stupid am I? This is the last year already, am I'm thinking of transferring?! Can I still endure it? Those words and action I did you, my heart hurts too..

Today 3rd day quarreling, expected. Nvmd, but I will still love you till the day you let go.