Yes, I'm upset. It could be because I thought I actually meant something to you, I thought you cared. But I was wrong.
Late for school as usual, I checked my attendance list, & LOLed, it's a long page though. As usual, I skipped afternoon lessons. Stayed in school to complete my programming which supposed to submit tomorrow. Visited my workplace as I miss them, argh. :( I was quite pissed, my pay has a shortage of $60++. I was kind of speechless. Next, I headed home and slack my time off. Waited for brother to came back and head towards town! Yes, I bought my new year clothings from ZARA. A place which I craved for a long time. Teehee, ^.^. Lastly, bought 1 pair of heels before heading home.
Tell me how am I able to trust you when I can't trust myself? Don't you know how much I love you? How much I'm afraid of losing you? No, you don't know. That's because you always see a strong side of me, don't you know loving you is so dangerous? So dangerous that I'm willing to take the risk to love you. Here it goes: I trust you, you played me off, you lied, I'm hurt not because you lied. It's because of the truth, that you don't love me. It's a routine, isn't it?