Try watering your grass before you try to switch yards.
What is love? Love is the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own. I'm back! :) So, I had a hectic morning, cab to school for exams. I don't want to talk about it, that's all. See you next semester. I don't know what's gotten into me, I seems lacking of concentration for study. I hate myself for being this way. Well, life still goes on no matter what shit happens to me isn't it? So after school, went home. Showered, meet up with Johnny and Jun Kai. Silly came to find me, head down to lot one to find Wen Hui. Ate, slacked. Traveled down to Admiralty to meet up with Marcos and his friend. Poker cards, drink, slacked. Cab home! That's it. Bye. So sick of love song.
I lose my concentration to everything except you, I'm dying off. Mentally dying off, 1 week time. No matter what shits happen, I will still lead my life. I've enjoyed my times with you, with you. Yes, those shits others say about you. I don't care, don't prove me wrong. Lastly, thanks for giving me such a memorable times with you. My heart can't take those emotions anymore, it's full. My temper, my attitude, I've improved so so much. Fake a smile and everything will be alright, girl. Just imagine, me staying over at my ex house for days or him coming over my house for days. It kills, literally kill my heart. I don't wish to be a heartless me again, I really don't want. Bc I met you, I fall in love with you, I changed. And now, I'm regretting why should I make myself suffer just bc I love you. But, nothing gonna change.