Hello people, I know I've been not updating already. But I will try my best to update regularly and bring my blog alive alright? :> Yeah, I was reading through my past post and realized that I've changed bad to worse. So I decided to leave the bunch of friends I'm with now AGAIN and lead my life out. Seriously, I had difficulties getting out of the dark during sec 2 and now I'm doing it again. Memories flash through my minds. I loved someone wholeheartedly and yet he did this to me. Yes, I'm playful now I agree. But when I realize I've accidentally fall in love again. It will take a whole load of courage to be serious now. I'm a girl who's bad at expressing my feelings out and now it's too late. Calling for mummy, shouting for help, crying under the bed. These doesn't help you girl, all you need to do now is to keep yourself busy all the time. Drink drank drunk, club club club.